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The past consumes me. Constant reminders of the past delve into every corner of my mind , they fester in my thoughts and fears until I become an uncontrollable orb of emotion, questioning every aspect of life. Nothing in life is a definite thing. People are totally and completely unpredictable. You never know who you will meet, who you will like, who you will love, who you can trust, who will love you.. I hate thinking that the person I love was once happier with someone else. I hate thinking that infidelity occurs all the time, and that its just the waiting game until it happens to me once again. Ugh and I just want there to be a way for this not to bother me. Why can't I just trust, love and be content? Why do I let it affect my life? I become an emotional wreck that only makes things worse. I just don't how much longer I can hold on..
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