YAY! Road trip!!!!!
I am quite excited! I should be leaving on a road trip on Wednesday, sometime. By myself. Wherever I wish to go, whatever I wish to do. For 1.5 weeks. !!!!!!! As of right now, I'm vaguely planning on heading to Arizona and New Mexico. There are several things I want to see/experience there. Also, there's a really nice national park WAY west Texas, that I wish to hit on the way. But, then again, I may get the urge to go to Mexico, or somesuch....So i'm leaving myself open.
This should...well, it SHOULD be excellent. I need it. Badly. I crave Burning Man, drums, real people, freedom....I wish to find something along my travels with the sort of atmosphere that Burning Man and the like have...Me, living out of my van, basically, camping, seeing, feeling, pictures, LIVING...I hope. Or I could get to Texas and break down, and be fucked. Or I could end up driving off the end of a road somewhere, in desperation. I have these doubts, but at the same time, I know this could be exactly what I need. No one to rely on but myself. Completely independent, completely alone -- I need to get used to it, it's the way my life is going to be. But, I'm trying to hope for the best. I am.
So, i may try to update this along the way, but I sincerely doubt that will happen. I'll write again when i get back, I'm sure. It's been so long since I've written anything in here at all...
This should...well, it SHOULD be excellent. I need it. Badly. I crave Burning Man, drums, real people, freedom....I wish to find something along my travels with the sort of atmosphere that Burning Man and the like have...Me, living out of my van, basically, camping, seeing, feeling, pictures, LIVING...I hope. Or I could get to Texas and break down, and be fucked. Or I could end up driving off the end of a road somewhere, in desperation. I have these doubts, but at the same time, I know this could be exactly what I need. No one to rely on but myself. Completely independent, completely alone -- I need to get used to it, it's the way my life is going to be. But, I'm trying to hope for the best. I am.
So, i may try to update this along the way, but I sincerely doubt that will happen. I'll write again when i get back, I'm sure. It's been so long since I've written anything in here at all...