Aug 31, 2005 01:16
So acid reflux is a nice way to put it, another way is its only third day and I'm freaking out. Lisa says that I ask for all this stress, or that I put it on my self, and honestly I do. I do put way to much stress on my back and sometimes I wish I could control time and let it go a little slower. I look at some people and I wonder how they do it. I'm busy with church, I busy being the president, I'm busy with home life, I busy with IFC especially kday and homecoming, and exstremly busy with school. I'm busy with all this and yet Lisa is right that I love every second of it. I wish I could just control the stress a little better though, and I hope that I don't burn out to quickly. I realy do wish I can change the world for the better, and I want to make a difference in people's lives, can I do this? yea, I think its possible. Oh yea I one something to day at the senior carrer presentation today.