I Think I'll Find My Way
How pathetic can one girl get? It would seem that my love life will never settle down. I have come to the conclusion that yet again I am in a fix with a co-worker. I don't know why it happens, but one of the courtesy clerks has yet again caught my attention. He is unlike my previous co-worker boyfriend who never let me be right about anything, treated me like I was unintelligent, and generally acted like women were inferior to men. I had no intentions of falling for anyone over the summer. It has been my experience that me and summer flings or 'romances' are not compatible, but yet I find myself going to work on my day off, just to see and speak with him. I guarantee that he does not see me the same way I see him, for he has a thing for ANOTHER co-worker. Whenever I see them together, I feel a tinge of jealousy, though I KNOW I have no reason to feel that way. OH what is wrong with me? He and I hang out on a semi-regular basis and I know that he considers me a friend, but at the same time, I find a longing for something more.
UGH, sometimes I disgust even myself.
KC
UGH, sometimes I disgust even myself.
KC