JUST FUCK IT. JUST FUCK IT ALL
**BECAUSE I'M JUST THE GHOST OF A GIRL WHO'LL NOD AND SMILE, BUT ISN'T REALLY HERE**
I'm so tired of this bullshit. I'm done caring, crying and worrying. More importantly i'm done putting so much effort into this. You can do whatever the fuck you want, with whoever the fuck you want, all i ask is that you don't drag me along anymore because i'm definitely not here for the ride. Your actions, thoughts and feelings mean nothing.I obviously am the furthest thing from your mind. GOD I LOVE BEING YOUR SECOND PRIORITY (or is it third or fourth...who really knows?). I'm finished making promises better yet i'm done keeping them. WHAT A WASTE OF FUCKING EMOTION.
I never knew how much i could miss watching the little mermaid in the corner of an old dark and creepy basement. oh yeah and fun behind the christmas tree.
ANYHOW, I leave for college in 21 days and to be honest i've never been more excited for a single event in my entire life. well i'm off to tend to my eczema!!!
*M-O-N-IQUE*
**TO YOU I'M JUST A FLAVOR THAT WOULDN'T LAST, YOU TOOK ONE BITE AND SPAT ME OUT REAL FAST**
I'm so tired of this bullshit. I'm done caring, crying and worrying. More importantly i'm done putting so much effort into this. You can do whatever the fuck you want, with whoever the fuck you want, all i ask is that you don't drag me along anymore because i'm definitely not here for the ride. Your actions, thoughts and feelings mean nothing.I obviously am the furthest thing from your mind. GOD I LOVE BEING YOUR SECOND PRIORITY (or is it third or fourth...who really knows?). I'm finished making promises better yet i'm done keeping them. WHAT A WASTE OF FUCKING EMOTION.
I never knew how much i could miss watching the little mermaid in the corner of an old dark and creepy basement. oh yeah and fun behind the christmas tree.
ANYHOW, I leave for college in 21 days and to be honest i've never been more excited for a single event in my entire life. well i'm off to tend to my eczema!!!
*M-O-N-IQUE*
**TO YOU I'M JUST A FLAVOR THAT WOULDN'T LAST, YOU TOOK ONE BITE AND SPAT ME OUT REAL FAST**