looking to fit in
I am tired. So very drained.
I know you are lonely and stuff but I honestly think you need to work out alot of issues with yourself and stop relying on someone else to validate and make you happy before you continue to seek out a relationship. Especially a marriage. You need more than a strong desire to be with someone to make things work.
You don't want to change, I don't want to change. It doesn't matter how many times you rotate the puzzle pieces they just won't fit.
I don't just want someone who cares for me. I don't just want someone who showers me with gifts (especially when you don't even research what I like). I want someone I have things in common with, someone who knows when to smother me and when its time to leave me to my own devices.
I feel like I'm drowning in your heart and frantically beating around to find the exit.
I know you are lonely and stuff but I honestly think you need to work out alot of issues with yourself and stop relying on someone else to validate and make you happy before you continue to seek out a relationship. Especially a marriage. You need more than a strong desire to be with someone to make things work.
You don't want to change, I don't want to change. It doesn't matter how many times you rotate the puzzle pieces they just won't fit.
I don't just want someone who cares for me. I don't just want someone who showers me with gifts (especially when you don't even research what I like). I want someone I have things in common with, someone who knows when to smother me and when its time to leave me to my own devices.
I feel like I'm drowning in your heart and frantically beating around to find the exit.