taking the leap
I dont understand whats wrong with me. I have an appartment, a spot in college, and basically a whole new life waiting for me in greensboro...
so why arent I happy?
...possibly because its not the life I really wanted...Its more the life I expected, and it has finally dawned on me that its making me miserable.
I know its the practical thing to stay and continue on the path I've laid out for myself, but Im afraid of looking back on this time in my life one day and wondering if I shouldnt have taken a risk and found something that brought me joy.
its only a few weeks until I leave and Im suddenly faced with urges to just take my measley savings and find the life I dream of.
If the opportunity presents itself, then I think ill take it...but should I "throw away" all Ive worked for just to persue something that may or may not even make me happy?
and no, im not under the dilusion that this is some deep and profound breakthrough...in fact im sure many many many people feel the same,
but I really want to be one of the few who just say screw it and take the leap.
so why arent I happy?
...possibly because its not the life I really wanted...Its more the life I expected, and it has finally dawned on me that its making me miserable.
I know its the practical thing to stay and continue on the path I've laid out for myself, but Im afraid of looking back on this time in my life one day and wondering if I shouldnt have taken a risk and found something that brought me joy.
its only a few weeks until I leave and Im suddenly faced with urges to just take my measley savings and find the life I dream of.
If the opportunity presents itself, then I think ill take it...but should I "throw away" all Ive worked for just to persue something that may or may not even make me happy?
and no, im not under the dilusion that this is some deep and profound breakthrough...in fact im sure many many many people feel the same,
but I really want to be one of the few who just say screw it and take the leap.