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Wow...it's been a while!
I guess livejournal stopped being cool after myspace. But I'm back.
There comes a time when things just suck. That's it. There is no other explanation. It's not to say that your life is over, or you aren't grateful for what you have, or the people in your lives. But sometimes there are those days where you say to yourself "What the hell am I doing?".
You start looking at yourself and you complain. You tell yourself that something isn't working but you are too lazy to fix it! That is the worst. When you want to change, but the thing that sucks about you is the thing that is stopping you from changing. It's a sad cycle. You just want to start all over. Maybe go back to being a kid and teach yourself from the beginning so it's not so hard to change now.
Laziness...it's a killer.
I guess livejournal stopped being cool after myspace. But I'm back.
There comes a time when things just suck. That's it. There is no other explanation. It's not to say that your life is over, or you aren't grateful for what you have, or the people in your lives. But sometimes there are those days where you say to yourself "What the hell am I doing?".
You start looking at yourself and you complain. You tell yourself that something isn't working but you are too lazy to fix it! That is the worst. When you want to change, but the thing that sucks about you is the thing that is stopping you from changing. It's a sad cycle. You just want to start all over. Maybe go back to being a kid and teach yourself from the beginning so it's not so hard to change now.
Laziness...it's a killer.