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Nights alone aren't quite as intimidating anymore, which is a great step forward. I still get anxious when returning to my apartment, but I'm starting to really enjoy spending time chilling out alone before I go to sleep. And it's completely up to me now whether or not I get a good nights' sleep. I feel like so much weight and so many complications have been lifted from my shoulders that I didn't even realize was that burdening.
I'M SINGLE AND IT FEELS GOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!
Wow, life without someone else's mental, emotional, family, insecurity, and in general problems to deal with every day is SOOOO relaxing.
Yeah, I miss the companionship, but I have that in my friends.
Sure, the lack of sex is kinda (well VERY) depressing, but it's not the end of the world.
I can stay late at the studio working when I'm into it and not feel guilty because I know someone wants me home.
I can go out spontaneously with friends... I can hang out with my friends!
The future can be ANYTHING I want it to be now... no more holding back for someone else.
PHEW.
I'M SINGLE AND IT FEELS GOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!
Wow, life without someone else's mental, emotional, family, insecurity, and in general problems to deal with every day is SOOOO relaxing.
Yeah, I miss the companionship, but I have that in my friends.
Sure, the lack of sex is kinda (well VERY) depressing, but it's not the end of the world.
I can stay late at the studio working when I'm into it and not feel guilty because I know someone wants me home.
I can go out spontaneously with friends... I can hang out with my friends!
The future can be ANYTHING I want it to be now... no more holding back for someone else.
PHEW.