Apr 03, 2006 09:42
I should not be allowed to drink! I end up saying things I'm not supposed to. I cause more problems for myself without even knowing.
I will give someone everything I own if they shoot me in the head right now. I'm so sick of my life. I just want it to be done. I'm tired of fighting, tired of being sad, tired of my job. I hate it all so much.
You would think I would be out of tears by now but somehow they just keep coming.