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So, Cait and I are officially a couple now, before we were just "dating". It didn't make sense to me, though, since we acted like we were while we were completely committed and happy. This just further proves I can only be with her or not with her, its just how I am with her. I love her too much to just be friends or see her ever date anyone else. I couldn't pull that shit and even pretend that its ok.
Today, I seriously just fucked around doing nothing...eating, excercising, and playing Black for the PS2.
I was checking out Cait's new myspace pictures and all that lovely junk a few minutes ago, but shortly after I started to feel a lot of anxiety. I don't know why really, though. I wish I could be a better person.
I wish certain people would just go away.
"My eyes are glazed over.
And shouting out dreams.
Of hopes and aspirations.
And the glistening dream.
It's like winning the day.
In a glorious, glorious way.
And the colors they fall from the trees.
I hear the shuffling, the shuffling of your feet.
Let the satellites show you some kind of way home and I'm kicking up dirt behind you.
Let the satellites show you some kind of way home and I'm kicking up dirt behind you.
And your house smells like autumn.
It feels like home to me.
And I miss you like October and the leaves are falling free, they're falling free.
It's like...
It's like winning the day in a glorious, glorious way.
And the colors, they fall from the trees.
I hear the shuffling, the shuffling of your feet.
Let the satellites show you some kind of way home and I'm kicking up dirt behind you.
Let the staellites show you some kind of way home and I'm kicking up dirt behind you.
Yellow, orange, and red leaves up to my knees as we lay dead still in the back yard and your hair falls under me.
I raise my hand to your cheeks and I can feel my heart skip a beat.
I raise my hand to your cheeks and I can feel my heart skip a beat.
Skip a beat.
And we are so young.
And we are so young and foolish.
And we are so young.
We are so young and foolish.
I'm right behind you.
I'm right behind you.
I am right behind you.
I'm right behind you."
~The Season
by: The Spill Canvas
Today, I seriously just fucked around doing nothing...eating, excercising, and playing Black for the PS2.
I was checking out Cait's new myspace pictures and all that lovely junk a few minutes ago, but shortly after I started to feel a lot of anxiety. I don't know why really, though. I wish I could be a better person.
I wish certain people would just go away.
"My eyes are glazed over.
And shouting out dreams.
Of hopes and aspirations.
And the glistening dream.
It's like winning the day.
In a glorious, glorious way.
And the colors they fall from the trees.
I hear the shuffling, the shuffling of your feet.
Let the satellites show you some kind of way home and I'm kicking up dirt behind you.
Let the satellites show you some kind of way home and I'm kicking up dirt behind you.
And your house smells like autumn.
It feels like home to me.
And I miss you like October and the leaves are falling free, they're falling free.
It's like...
It's like winning the day in a glorious, glorious way.
And the colors, they fall from the trees.
I hear the shuffling, the shuffling of your feet.
Let the satellites show you some kind of way home and I'm kicking up dirt behind you.
Let the staellites show you some kind of way home and I'm kicking up dirt behind you.
Yellow, orange, and red leaves up to my knees as we lay dead still in the back yard and your hair falls under me.
I raise my hand to your cheeks and I can feel my heart skip a beat.
I raise my hand to your cheeks and I can feel my heart skip a beat.
Skip a beat.
And we are so young.
And we are so young and foolish.
And we are so young.
We are so young and foolish.
I'm right behind you.
I'm right behind you.
I am right behind you.
I'm right behind you."
~The Season
by: The Spill Canvas