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HIHI! :)
Gosh, after so long.. I'm going to update with a really heavy post. ;_;
Reading xinyuan's journal made me thought back about some memories, bittersweet memories that I don't think I will ever forget in this lifetime.
I still remember them so vividly and thinking about them, typing this... It's quite overwhelming.
Wonder why I'm tearing up at all. Haha!
But.. When I was still in secondary school, like around 13 years old.. I had a friend. She was one of the "gothic" girls in class, but most importantly, we shared the same taste for music! She was the only one in my class in the Jpop scene as I were and we could click really well! I still remember the first day I met her. Everyone thought she was Chinese and myself included. I was given the impression that my secondary school is like a Chinese-speaking kind of community (very different from my primary school) so I spoke in Mandarin to all my Chinese classmates!
When I asked her "What's your name?" in Mandarin, she stared at me and replied, "I'm not Chinese."
It was quite funny, really! Haha. But she took it like it's an every day kind of thing and we both laughed every time thinking or speaking about the incident.
Her name is Raudhah.
There is a special place for her in my heart because I have many fond and beautiful memories of her and being a part in her life makes me so much stronger and hopeful and everything I am today.
My thoughts are really jumbled up. Haha!
I wished I could learn a few skills from her. Like beading and photoshop. She would do so well in my classes now! She could already do flash pages when we were 13 and only at 17 I'm learning these in my course.
Truthfully, I have almost forgotten about her. I'm living my life as I want now, as freely as I can and enjoying every moment. I hope to share my happiness with her, and I know that she's also happy wherever she is! I will never want to forget about anyone who have stepped or crossed the path of my life. I'm really grateful and thankful for the people I met and the people I love and who love me. They have shaped me in more ways than one and have taught me different lessons in life.
I hope and wish to everyone out there, live your life to the fullest! It may seem like some cliche quote so over-used.. But really. Live your life to the fullest! Be happy. Leave with memories and not regrets!
Just feel like shouting out to everyone I love and hold dear to my heart now!
I LOVE YOU! ILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOU! Tomorrow, I'll be a better and happier person. :)
Cheerios~
Michelle
Gosh, after so long.. I'm going to update with a really heavy post. ;_;
Reading xinyuan's journal made me thought back about some memories, bittersweet memories that I don't think I will ever forget in this lifetime.
I still remember them so vividly and thinking about them, typing this... It's quite overwhelming.
Wonder why I'm tearing up at all. Haha!
But.. When I was still in secondary school, like around 13 years old.. I had a friend. She was one of the "gothic" girls in class, but most importantly, we shared the same taste for music! She was the only one in my class in the Jpop scene as I were and we could click really well! I still remember the first day I met her. Everyone thought she was Chinese and myself included. I was given the impression that my secondary school is like a Chinese-speaking kind of community (very different from my primary school) so I spoke in Mandarin to all my Chinese classmates!
When I asked her "What's your name?" in Mandarin, she stared at me and replied, "I'm not Chinese."
It was quite funny, really! Haha. But she took it like it's an every day kind of thing and we both laughed every time thinking or speaking about the incident.
Her name is Raudhah.
There is a special place for her in my heart because I have many fond and beautiful memories of her and being a part in her life makes me so much stronger and hopeful and everything I am today.
My thoughts are really jumbled up. Haha!
I wished I could learn a few skills from her. Like beading and photoshop. She would do so well in my classes now! She could already do flash pages when we were 13 and only at 17 I'm learning these in my course.
Truthfully, I have almost forgotten about her. I'm living my life as I want now, as freely as I can and enjoying every moment. I hope to share my happiness with her, and I know that she's also happy wherever she is! I will never want to forget about anyone who have stepped or crossed the path of my life. I'm really grateful and thankful for the people I met and the people I love and who love me. They have shaped me in more ways than one and have taught me different lessons in life.
I hope and wish to everyone out there, live your life to the fullest! It may seem like some cliche quote so over-used.. But really. Live your life to the fullest! Be happy. Leave with memories and not regrets!
Just feel like shouting out to everyone I love and hold dear to my heart now!
I LOVE YOU! ILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOU! Tomorrow, I'll be a better and happier person. :)
Cheerios~
Michelle