Apr 09, 2007 16:57
It hurts... it hurts so much that you feel numb.
Pissed off beyond belief...
I hate being alone.
But half is for later.
The rest is for now.
I'm bitter. Bitter beyond belief, I don't even know what to do or say anymore. Am I IMPORTANT to anyone? I referring to people that it doesn't feel obligatory. I want to cry so hard, but I'm generally tired. I don't know how much longer I can take all this... bullshit. Empty. That's the just of it.
My 17th birthday is in 16 days. Talk to me if you want to do something that weekend. If not, I'm going to eat ice cream and read fanfics Saturday and sleep Sunday. I'm not going to ruin my mood for nothing. If I get my license, which is highly laughable, I might drive a little. Other than the summer, I won't do anything.
So whatever.