Things I want for Christmas.... The Day Before Halloween.
So these are the things I really want...
Right now. But, maybe in a couple months- Santa will send it to me...
1. San Diego. Maybe even the San Diego Zoo in a snowglobe. But I don't think they have snow in California.
2. Somebody to make me smile. Not just for a couple minutes. Not for a hour or two, for a long while.
3. That I'll wake up one day, and I'll be a pretty teenage girl that doesn't feel insecure with some kind of friends that are always there. People I know to count on.
Now, if I do call you my friend, don't be mad or guilty. I'm just a really selfish girl to want these things, I know you have lives- and just because I don't doesn't mean I can demand stuff. I really don't even really know all of you very well.
So... I know like all of that is pretty much not going to happen. However, I can dream damn it.
Right now. But, maybe in a couple months- Santa will send it to me...
1. San Diego. Maybe even the San Diego Zoo in a snowglobe. But I don't think they have snow in California.
2. Somebody to make me smile. Not just for a couple minutes. Not for a hour or two, for a long while.
3. That I'll wake up one day, and I'll be a pretty teenage girl that doesn't feel insecure with some kind of friends that are always there. People I know to count on.
Now, if I do call you my friend, don't be mad or guilty. I'm just a really selfish girl to want these things, I know you have lives- and just because I don't doesn't mean I can demand stuff. I really don't even really know all of you very well.
So... I know like all of that is pretty much not going to happen. However, I can dream damn it.