the angel beneath - 2a/6 - uruha/aoi
Title: The Angel Beneath (2a/6)
Author: mtf00gee
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Rating/Genre: R, AU/fluff/language/smut
Comments: splitting it up into two parts because it came out a little too long, lol. And I didnt want it to lag on forever with pointless information. I hope this chapter answered some questions! :)
About three weeks had gone by since the horrid experience that permanently traumatized Kouyou. And on top of that Kouyou had begun to act weird around Yuu, he wouldn’t talk to him as much and he’d made little to no physical contact; and this of course startled the other, simply because he wasn’t expecting Kouyou to be so distant all of a sudden. He never even asked about the job interview, he figured it’d be best if he didn’t remind Kouyou of the rejection that is, assuming Kouyou didn’t get the job, whatever the job may be. Kouyou on the other hand was just undergoing a serious meltdown that he didn’t want to show to anyone. He kept to himself and thought long and hard about what he should do, should he just take the job and make a quick buck? Even just for a little while? But what if everyone saw? What if everyone began to judge him and his choices? Kouyou was well aware that not everyone would support this, he wasn’t even 100% convinced he’d be able to go through with it, he simply wanted to try it out.
The following week, Kouyou went back to the same office where he had the first encounter with the perverted man. Thankfully, he wasn’t there that day, the person whom Kouyou spoke to seemed to be a little more focused on the business side of the job, rather than on the physical. He spoke briefly to Kouyou about the requirements and what he needed to understand, Kouyou was pretty convinced that he’d do a couple of scenes and then leave the agency forever, but little did he know, once he wrote his name on that contract, he’d be signed off forever.
The man that spoke to Kouyou also told him that he reviewed the footage that was taken when he first went to the agency, and this made Kouyou blush and shake nervously. But this man didn’t seem to gawk at him like the other did, he told him how he admired his will power and effortless beauty in front of a camera. Kouyou was flattered of course, he knew that this wasn’t going to be as bad as he thought it would be, he believed in himself, and he believed he could go through with it. So at the end of the second job interview, Kouyou agreed to sign the contract.
It was done, Kouyou had signed, and he was now property of this agency. An agency that could do things unimaginable to him, but Kouyou didn’t seem to mind. He knew that at first, he’d be disgusted with himself; he knew that he’d probably have to go to the shrink or something, but he was just desperate to get some money, the debt he was in was becoming far too great, he wanted to pay Yuu back as soon as he could. And that’s when it hit him, how was he going to tell Yuu? His best friend, his savior, the person that looked out for him, how would he take seeing Kouyou with such a job? Yuu was not going to be happy, that was for sure.
That evening, Kouyou got home rather quickly, a side of him was excited because he’d finally begin making money, but the other side of him was absolutely frightened because of Yuu’s possible reaction.
Kouyou found his brunette best friend sitting on his bed reading an old book; he flipped the pages delicately as his eyes skimmed over the words closely. “Y-Yuu?” Kouyou whispered lowly, “can I talk to you for a second?” Yuu smiled suddenly as he noticed Kouyou standing at his doorway and nodded, “Of course Kou! Is everything okay?” “Everything is fine!” Kouyou exclaimed, “I just have good news…and um, bad news.” Yuu sat up and cleared his throat, “Oh no Kou…what did you do?” The blonde chuckled feebly, “I didn’t do anything! For your information Yuu-sama, I got a job.” Yuu’s eyes lit up at the words, “Seriously! Oh my God! Kou that’s amazing! Congrats!” Kouyou smiled and then sighed, “But then there’s the bad news…” he fiddled with his thumbs for moment, then he looked back up at Yuu. “Well this job is…not something fancy or even good for that matter, but it will pay the bills, or at least pay you back all the money I owe you.” Yuu grabbed Kouyou’s hands tenderly, “I told you that you don’t have to pay me back right away, take your time, you’re not being rushed. What are you working as?” Kouyou began trembling and quickly his vision went blurry, “I-I, well, Yuu, please don’t get mad at me, please…I-I got a job where I’m going to d-do a-adult m-movies…” Yuu’s hands suddenly went limp as they let go of Kouyou’s, his mouth slightly dropped, “Kouyou…no, you’re lying…I know you are…no...Please no.” Kouyou’s eyes began watering, he pressed his hands to his eyes as he sobbed, “I’m so sorry Yuu…please don’t hate me…” he murmured softly, “I’m only doing it for a little while and it’s easy mo-…” “NO KOUYOU! YOU CAN’T DO THIS!” Yuu stood up, hovering angrily over Kouyou. “YOU ARE SO MUCH BETTER THAN THAT! YOU COULD GET ANOTHER JOB, JUST NOT THIS ONE. KOU…PLEASE DON’T DO IT.” Kouyou was definitely not expecting this kind of reaction from Yuu, he knew that he was going to be upset, but not crying and hollering like this. “Yuu, please calm down, please. It’s not going to be permanent…I just need the money. Please understand.” Yuu was fuming, cursing different things under his breath as he yanked out a cigarette from the nightstand, “Why the fuck should I understand Kouyou? Tell me how I can be okay with my best friend doing this kind of shit to himself? Going out every damn night and selling his body to a bunch of disgusting sick men.” Kouyou could not believe the words coming out of Yuu’s mouth, “I am not prostituting myself Yuu Shiroyama!” Kouyou shouted as he stood up, “I am simply doing a few videos and getting paid over $2000 for them! Do you know how much money that is for someone like me?” Yuu was still not having it; he gave Kouyou a disapproving and disgusted look, then he lit the cigarette and stormed out of the room, slamming the door on his way out. Kouyou couldn’t believe his best friend would do this to him, abandon him in a time of need, what he was doing wasn’t so terrible, why couldn’t Yuu see that?
Kouyou went to bed that night completely heartbroken, he was not expecting Yuu to act in such a way. He wanted at least some form of support from him, just a little; he definitely wasn’t expecting his terrible outburst. Regardless of what Yuu thought, Kouyou was still going to go through with it. He needed that money, at this point he sought no other way out, he just wanted to get the videos over and done with, and then when he had the money everything would go back to normal.
A few weeks went by and Yuu had never even mentioned the topic, he acted nonchalantly towards Kouyou, but definitely not rude. He’d ask him from time to time if he needed anything, and Kouyou would sheepishly shake his head. It was hard for him to be in such terms with Yuu, he hated fighting with him, he was his only friend nonetheless. What else could he do honestly? This was his life for crying out loud, he had the right to do anything, even if Yuu didn’t approve of it, who was he to dominate him completely?
Kouyou, however, kept going to the agency, just so he could get a feel of the place, he’d get told constantly how lucky he was, because jobs like the one he was getting weren’t often handed out that easily. Kouyou just so happened to be exactly what they were looking for. Tall, lean, with beautiful bone structure and those luscious plump lips were just the cherry on top of a perfect sundae.
As time passed, Kouyou finally landed a role; he had been getting lots of practice around the camera and with being completely comfortable whilst nude. At this point, he didn’t give a damn who looked at his body, he was proud of it. When time came for him to be serious about his new job, he did it so effortlessly that everyone in the room became shocked. The blonde moved so swiftly around the camera, his body turning to his own silent rhythm, those long legs that extended for miles looked breathtaking on camera; the man who was waiting to touch him was practically drooling as Kouyou walked over to him. He grabbed him at once and began kissing him, his hands traveling allover Kouyou’s body, touching everything in sight. Kouyou had a pleased look on his face, his make up only complementing his already natural beauty and his hair done so he’d look like a beautiful movie star. Everyone in the room couldn’t take their eyes off of Kouyou, and how natural he was. It was almost like he was made to do this type of thing, to be exposed in front of a camera and have a strange man treat him like a deity. In no time Kouyou grew to love his new job, he loved the attention he got, he loved the pleasure, and he became addicted to that vain feeling that rushed through his veins and definitely addicted to sex.
Kouyou realized that this job had become permanent and in more ways than one, and he was grateful for that. He loved his profession; he absolutely couldn’t get enough of it! He’d get tons of flowers and gifts delivered to his apartment, all of them filled with cards from his fans. Kouyou was obsessed with becoming exactly what his fans wanted him to be, he did all sorts of diets and treatments just so he could maintain his figure and flawless face, he began smoking more and more so he wouldn’t get hungry, and when he got his first pay check he did what he had set out to do in the first place. He gave it all to Yuu.
Yuu was baffled at first, especially because he had stayed silent through most of everything that seemed to flash before his eyes. He wasn’t expecting Kouyou to get so famous so quick, but it was no surprise, Yuu had a secret agenda of his own, on countless occasions he’d go online to watch Kouyou’s videos and when no one else was around he’d touch himself to the mere sound of Kouyou moaning, he despised the men that got to touch Kouyou in such lewd ways with a fiery passion. Yuu always denied having any sort of feelings for anybody, especially because he never had any girlfriends, he was still a virgin for crying out loud! But he never told anyone how he really felt about his best friend, he adored Kouyou, he wanted badly to touch him, to run his hands up his thighs, to kiss his lips and make sweet love to him. But at this rate, he’d never get the chance, Kouyou was too caught up with fucking other men, he stopped giving Yuu any form of affection. Those late night cuddles and tender hugs they used to share eventually vanished, Yuu was forced to sleep with no one else lying next to him, he missed Kouyou’s warmth too much.
The years began to pass, Kouyou’s fame grew bigger and bigger and Yuu had no room to even complain. They soon moved out of their old apartment and into a bigger and prettier one, Kouyou paid to have it done just the way they wanted it done, he didn’t care about the cost, he wanted to have the house of his dreams. Everything was panning out well, until Kouyou’s family found out about his profession. They were speechless at first, they couldn’t believe how low Kouyou had sunk, they expected so much out of him, and he threw it all away for ‘easy’ money. His parents disowned him, yet this didn’t seem to faze Kouyou, he never spoke to any of them ever again and declared Yuu as his only family.
Yuu had lost a bit of himself in this whole mess too; he began seeing life through Kouyou’s eyes and realized that as long as he pretended to like what Kouyou did he’d get some benefits. He made sure to always be on his good side, he feared losing the only thing he’d ever held dear to him. Even though he hated seeing Kouyou do such things with his body, he knew that the money he made was paying for everything nice in their life. Yuu pushed aside his morals and beliefs in order to maintain the life he currently lived, but he knew one day all of this would blow up in his face.
“I just want to go home and sleep for the rest of my life.” Kouyou blurted out as soon as they reached their apartment, he was quick to jump out the car and get inside the building. “Hey! Wait up!” Yuu shouted from the distance as he finished parking his car, “I know it’s cold but don’t leave me!” Kouyou ruffled Yuu’s hair and slightly cuddled him, “I’m sorry Yuu-sama, I’m just rushing to my beloved bed. She misses me…” Yuu chuckled then pressed the buttons on the elevator to go up, “you’ll be home soon, and in your beloved bed.” Kouyou smiled slightly then stepped out of the elevator as it stopped on their floor.
Kouyou waited for Yuu to come forth with the house keys and then urged the man to hurry and open the door, “Dearest bed here I come!” Uruha called out as soon as he stepped inside the cozy apartment. He threw his bag on the floor and ran to his room, closing the door in his way. Yuu smiled to himself as he watched Kouyou run to his bed, he knew how exhausting his job was, and he hated it. Kouyou was always too tired to do anything anymore, he’d spend more time sleeping than anything else, and Yuu had to shut up and get used to it. He missed the days when he and Kouyou would go out and enjoy a lovely stroll in the park, or when they would go out to the movies. It was like they were secretly dating, but not quite. Yuu had to deal with the fact that Kouyou was a single man and he enjoyed that life, he’d be forced to listen to Kouyou as he had casual sex with countless strange men that came in and out of the apartment, most of them were men that Kouyou had worked with in the past, men that wanted yet another taste of the beautiful blonde.
Yuu didn’t know how long he’d have to pretend for Kouyou, he didn’t know when the façade was going to end. Certainly Kouyou wasn’t going to do this for the rest of his life; Yuu could see it in his eyes that he was becoming weary of everything in his life, perhaps he’d find something better to do with the rest of his days, that’s the only thing Yuu could ever think of. He wanted so much better for Kouyou, he wanted Kouyou to realize that everything he could ever want was inches away from him. Yuu knew that he could make him happy; he could satisfy every need Kouyou could ever have. It was in his nature to please others, and he’d do anything to try and make Kouyou happy, even if it meant pretending to support him through a dreadful career.
Author: mtf00gee
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Rating/Genre: R, AU/fluff/language/smut
Comments: splitting it up into two parts because it came out a little too long, lol. And I didnt want it to lag on forever with pointless information. I hope this chapter answered some questions! :)
About three weeks had gone by since the horrid experience that permanently traumatized Kouyou. And on top of that Kouyou had begun to act weird around Yuu, he wouldn’t talk to him as much and he’d made little to no physical contact; and this of course startled the other, simply because he wasn’t expecting Kouyou to be so distant all of a sudden. He never even asked about the job interview, he figured it’d be best if he didn’t remind Kouyou of the rejection that is, assuming Kouyou didn’t get the job, whatever the job may be. Kouyou on the other hand was just undergoing a serious meltdown that he didn’t want to show to anyone. He kept to himself and thought long and hard about what he should do, should he just take the job and make a quick buck? Even just for a little while? But what if everyone saw? What if everyone began to judge him and his choices? Kouyou was well aware that not everyone would support this, he wasn’t even 100% convinced he’d be able to go through with it, he simply wanted to try it out.
The following week, Kouyou went back to the same office where he had the first encounter with the perverted man. Thankfully, he wasn’t there that day, the person whom Kouyou spoke to seemed to be a little more focused on the business side of the job, rather than on the physical. He spoke briefly to Kouyou about the requirements and what he needed to understand, Kouyou was pretty convinced that he’d do a couple of scenes and then leave the agency forever, but little did he know, once he wrote his name on that contract, he’d be signed off forever.
The man that spoke to Kouyou also told him that he reviewed the footage that was taken when he first went to the agency, and this made Kouyou blush and shake nervously. But this man didn’t seem to gawk at him like the other did, he told him how he admired his will power and effortless beauty in front of a camera. Kouyou was flattered of course, he knew that this wasn’t going to be as bad as he thought it would be, he believed in himself, and he believed he could go through with it. So at the end of the second job interview, Kouyou agreed to sign the contract.
It was done, Kouyou had signed, and he was now property of this agency. An agency that could do things unimaginable to him, but Kouyou didn’t seem to mind. He knew that at first, he’d be disgusted with himself; he knew that he’d probably have to go to the shrink or something, but he was just desperate to get some money, the debt he was in was becoming far too great, he wanted to pay Yuu back as soon as he could. And that’s when it hit him, how was he going to tell Yuu? His best friend, his savior, the person that looked out for him, how would he take seeing Kouyou with such a job? Yuu was not going to be happy, that was for sure.
That evening, Kouyou got home rather quickly, a side of him was excited because he’d finally begin making money, but the other side of him was absolutely frightened because of Yuu’s possible reaction.
Kouyou found his brunette best friend sitting on his bed reading an old book; he flipped the pages delicately as his eyes skimmed over the words closely. “Y-Yuu?” Kouyou whispered lowly, “can I talk to you for a second?” Yuu smiled suddenly as he noticed Kouyou standing at his doorway and nodded, “Of course Kou! Is everything okay?” “Everything is fine!” Kouyou exclaimed, “I just have good news…and um, bad news.” Yuu sat up and cleared his throat, “Oh no Kou…what did you do?” The blonde chuckled feebly, “I didn’t do anything! For your information Yuu-sama, I got a job.” Yuu’s eyes lit up at the words, “Seriously! Oh my God! Kou that’s amazing! Congrats!” Kouyou smiled and then sighed, “But then there’s the bad news…” he fiddled with his thumbs for moment, then he looked back up at Yuu. “Well this job is…not something fancy or even good for that matter, but it will pay the bills, or at least pay you back all the money I owe you.” Yuu grabbed Kouyou’s hands tenderly, “I told you that you don’t have to pay me back right away, take your time, you’re not being rushed. What are you working as?” Kouyou began trembling and quickly his vision went blurry, “I-I, well, Yuu, please don’t get mad at me, please…I-I got a job where I’m going to d-do a-adult m-movies…” Yuu’s hands suddenly went limp as they let go of Kouyou’s, his mouth slightly dropped, “Kouyou…no, you’re lying…I know you are…no...Please no.” Kouyou’s eyes began watering, he pressed his hands to his eyes as he sobbed, “I’m so sorry Yuu…please don’t hate me…” he murmured softly, “I’m only doing it for a little while and it’s easy mo-…” “NO KOUYOU! YOU CAN’T DO THIS!” Yuu stood up, hovering angrily over Kouyou. “YOU ARE SO MUCH BETTER THAN THAT! YOU COULD GET ANOTHER JOB, JUST NOT THIS ONE. KOU…PLEASE DON’T DO IT.” Kouyou was definitely not expecting this kind of reaction from Yuu, he knew that he was going to be upset, but not crying and hollering like this. “Yuu, please calm down, please. It’s not going to be permanent…I just need the money. Please understand.” Yuu was fuming, cursing different things under his breath as he yanked out a cigarette from the nightstand, “Why the fuck should I understand Kouyou? Tell me how I can be okay with my best friend doing this kind of shit to himself? Going out every damn night and selling his body to a bunch of disgusting sick men.” Kouyou could not believe the words coming out of Yuu’s mouth, “I am not prostituting myself Yuu Shiroyama!” Kouyou shouted as he stood up, “I am simply doing a few videos and getting paid over $2000 for them! Do you know how much money that is for someone like me?” Yuu was still not having it; he gave Kouyou a disapproving and disgusted look, then he lit the cigarette and stormed out of the room, slamming the door on his way out. Kouyou couldn’t believe his best friend would do this to him, abandon him in a time of need, what he was doing wasn’t so terrible, why couldn’t Yuu see that?
Kouyou went to bed that night completely heartbroken, he was not expecting Yuu to act in such a way. He wanted at least some form of support from him, just a little; he definitely wasn’t expecting his terrible outburst. Regardless of what Yuu thought, Kouyou was still going to go through with it. He needed that money, at this point he sought no other way out, he just wanted to get the videos over and done with, and then when he had the money everything would go back to normal.
A few weeks went by and Yuu had never even mentioned the topic, he acted nonchalantly towards Kouyou, but definitely not rude. He’d ask him from time to time if he needed anything, and Kouyou would sheepishly shake his head. It was hard for him to be in such terms with Yuu, he hated fighting with him, he was his only friend nonetheless. What else could he do honestly? This was his life for crying out loud, he had the right to do anything, even if Yuu didn’t approve of it, who was he to dominate him completely?
Kouyou, however, kept going to the agency, just so he could get a feel of the place, he’d get told constantly how lucky he was, because jobs like the one he was getting weren’t often handed out that easily. Kouyou just so happened to be exactly what they were looking for. Tall, lean, with beautiful bone structure and those luscious plump lips were just the cherry on top of a perfect sundae.
As time passed, Kouyou finally landed a role; he had been getting lots of practice around the camera and with being completely comfortable whilst nude. At this point, he didn’t give a damn who looked at his body, he was proud of it. When time came for him to be serious about his new job, he did it so effortlessly that everyone in the room became shocked. The blonde moved so swiftly around the camera, his body turning to his own silent rhythm, those long legs that extended for miles looked breathtaking on camera; the man who was waiting to touch him was practically drooling as Kouyou walked over to him. He grabbed him at once and began kissing him, his hands traveling allover Kouyou’s body, touching everything in sight. Kouyou had a pleased look on his face, his make up only complementing his already natural beauty and his hair done so he’d look like a beautiful movie star. Everyone in the room couldn’t take their eyes off of Kouyou, and how natural he was. It was almost like he was made to do this type of thing, to be exposed in front of a camera and have a strange man treat him like a deity. In no time Kouyou grew to love his new job, he loved the attention he got, he loved the pleasure, and he became addicted to that vain feeling that rushed through his veins and definitely addicted to sex.
Kouyou realized that this job had become permanent and in more ways than one, and he was grateful for that. He loved his profession; he absolutely couldn’t get enough of it! He’d get tons of flowers and gifts delivered to his apartment, all of them filled with cards from his fans. Kouyou was obsessed with becoming exactly what his fans wanted him to be, he did all sorts of diets and treatments just so he could maintain his figure and flawless face, he began smoking more and more so he wouldn’t get hungry, and when he got his first pay check he did what he had set out to do in the first place. He gave it all to Yuu.
Yuu was baffled at first, especially because he had stayed silent through most of everything that seemed to flash before his eyes. He wasn’t expecting Kouyou to get so famous so quick, but it was no surprise, Yuu had a secret agenda of his own, on countless occasions he’d go online to watch Kouyou’s videos and when no one else was around he’d touch himself to the mere sound of Kouyou moaning, he despised the men that got to touch Kouyou in such lewd ways with a fiery passion. Yuu always denied having any sort of feelings for anybody, especially because he never had any girlfriends, he was still a virgin for crying out loud! But he never told anyone how he really felt about his best friend, he adored Kouyou, he wanted badly to touch him, to run his hands up his thighs, to kiss his lips and make sweet love to him. But at this rate, he’d never get the chance, Kouyou was too caught up with fucking other men, he stopped giving Yuu any form of affection. Those late night cuddles and tender hugs they used to share eventually vanished, Yuu was forced to sleep with no one else lying next to him, he missed Kouyou’s warmth too much.
The years began to pass, Kouyou’s fame grew bigger and bigger and Yuu had no room to even complain. They soon moved out of their old apartment and into a bigger and prettier one, Kouyou paid to have it done just the way they wanted it done, he didn’t care about the cost, he wanted to have the house of his dreams. Everything was panning out well, until Kouyou’s family found out about his profession. They were speechless at first, they couldn’t believe how low Kouyou had sunk, they expected so much out of him, and he threw it all away for ‘easy’ money. His parents disowned him, yet this didn’t seem to faze Kouyou, he never spoke to any of them ever again and declared Yuu as his only family.
Yuu had lost a bit of himself in this whole mess too; he began seeing life through Kouyou’s eyes and realized that as long as he pretended to like what Kouyou did he’d get some benefits. He made sure to always be on his good side, he feared losing the only thing he’d ever held dear to him. Even though he hated seeing Kouyou do such things with his body, he knew that the money he made was paying for everything nice in their life. Yuu pushed aside his morals and beliefs in order to maintain the life he currently lived, but he knew one day all of this would blow up in his face.
“I just want to go home and sleep for the rest of my life.” Kouyou blurted out as soon as they reached their apartment, he was quick to jump out the car and get inside the building. “Hey! Wait up!” Yuu shouted from the distance as he finished parking his car, “I know it’s cold but don’t leave me!” Kouyou ruffled Yuu’s hair and slightly cuddled him, “I’m sorry Yuu-sama, I’m just rushing to my beloved bed. She misses me…” Yuu chuckled then pressed the buttons on the elevator to go up, “you’ll be home soon, and in your beloved bed.” Kouyou smiled slightly then stepped out of the elevator as it stopped on their floor.
Kouyou waited for Yuu to come forth with the house keys and then urged the man to hurry and open the door, “Dearest bed here I come!” Uruha called out as soon as he stepped inside the cozy apartment. He threw his bag on the floor and ran to his room, closing the door in his way. Yuu smiled to himself as he watched Kouyou run to his bed, he knew how exhausting his job was, and he hated it. Kouyou was always too tired to do anything anymore, he’d spend more time sleeping than anything else, and Yuu had to shut up and get used to it. He missed the days when he and Kouyou would go out and enjoy a lovely stroll in the park, or when they would go out to the movies. It was like they were secretly dating, but not quite. Yuu had to deal with the fact that Kouyou was a single man and he enjoyed that life, he’d be forced to listen to Kouyou as he had casual sex with countless strange men that came in and out of the apartment, most of them were men that Kouyou had worked with in the past, men that wanted yet another taste of the beautiful blonde.
Yuu didn’t know how long he’d have to pretend for Kouyou, he didn’t know when the façade was going to end. Certainly Kouyou wasn’t going to do this for the rest of his life; Yuu could see it in his eyes that he was becoming weary of everything in his life, perhaps he’d find something better to do with the rest of his days, that’s the only thing Yuu could ever think of. He wanted so much better for Kouyou, he wanted Kouyou to realize that everything he could ever want was inches away from him. Yuu knew that he could make him happy; he could satisfy every need Kouyou could ever have. It was in his nature to please others, and he’d do anything to try and make Kouyou happy, even if it meant pretending to support him through a dreadful career.