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Apr 10, 2007 00:07

Lessons that I've learned from turning 24. Life is too short, live it to the fullest. Looking back, I've made a lot of mistakes last year but I don't regret them, well maybe one of them, I do. I just know that I need to stop looking out for others and just follow my heart. I need to stop helping other people first before taking care of myself. It usually hurts me in the end in one way or another. Looking back on certain situations, I've realized that my actions in certain situations could of been prevented if I had actually taken care of myself first, instead of others. I think those certain situations could of grown more healthier and more maturely but I can't look back. I'm trying so hard not to. It's hard though.

The pros of turning 24, the family came together basically on my 24th birthday. I'm still amazed how well we've all kept in touch with one another even though there's only a few of us that don't live in Springfield anymore...but I'm so thankful for everyone one of you in the family. I don't think some of you know that, even if you were the ones that had ended up hurting me in some way. Most of you if not almost all of you are basically my life long friends, which is why I'm struggling with the fact if I should move back to Springfield or not.

Because of the family, I've learned how to loosen up a lot last year. It was nice to not have as many responsiblities as I usually do when I'm living here in KC. It was nice to be able to meet so many different people that have similiar interest and/or background.

Now that I've turned 25, there are really only two bonuses of turning 25, your car insurance goes down and basically you can rent a rental car with no problem..even though I'm not planning on renting a rental car any time soon but it's the idea that it's nice to be able to do that! :)

Even though, I'm still celebrating my birthday, it wasn't the greatest. I think it's going to be hard to top off last year's birthday with Lexie coming down. I went out the night before my birthday with Danielle, Kris, and David to Tootsies. That was a lot of fun even though I got drunk pretty quick.... but I have a new fave. shot. ;-) I ended up having to work the night of my birthday...and it realllllllly sucked as it basically was a hellish day. Everything that could of gone wrong, went wrong. The person that worked the previous shift before me, lost the keys so after searching for it about a hour and getting ready to call one of the big bosses at home, turns out the front end manager had it... someone needed to get into the pharmacy case for a pg test. I wasn't sure if I wanted to hurt him or hug him... So finally went out to the box to get my movies, (this was at 8:30PM), I stepped in dog shit...and let me tell you, that was the most foul smelling dog shit, I've EVER seen!!!!! I'm not sure what the hell that dog ate, but it was sooo digusting... I thought I was going to puke! So finally got my shoe wiped off, took care of everything that needed to be done...right when I was about to put new trash bags in the garbage containers (this was already past 10PM... I was supposed to be off at 10), there were no trash bags in either depts that I had worked in for the night-- Camera/Video and Customer Service. I was like WTF?!?! Finally ended up leaving at 10:4PM all aggravated because of the fact that I had to be back in at 9AM, etc. Oh well. Tonight I got to go out with Neal, Alynn, and John for dinner at BD Monogolian BBQ. Sat. night, a bunch of coworkers and I are going to go to the strip club to celebrate Elizabeth and my birthday. That's going to be interesting. That's all I can say. LOL. So that's about a week of celebrating my birthday... think it's worth it. :)

Alrighty, am going to get off and watch my DVDs before going to bed. Don't have to go into work til 3PM now instead of 9AM. It'll be nice, I can sleep in. :) First time in weeks!!!!!!

Hope everyone has a great week! Lots of love coming your way! :)
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