Jun 20, 2006 00:37
Words can't describe how I feel emotionally right now but this song seems to fit it right now...
Green Day - Boulevard Of Broken Dreams Lyrics
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Til then I'll walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone
Read between the lines what's
Fucked up and every things all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Til then I'll walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Til then I'll walk alone!
You know what they say, when it rains, it pours!
One of my best friend's Dad's in the hospital. He's like another dad to me. They're not sure what's wrong with him except that he's extremely dehydrated. They ran a bunch of tests including an MRI on him....so not sure exactly what's going on there. I had to go to work so I didn't get a chance to talk to my best friend for very long. Six months ago, I was on this path and this time my biological father died. I'm not ready to go to another funeral again, esp for a parent! I'll go for her-- no doubt abt that! She flew in from D.C. to be at my Dad's funeral and no matter what, I'll make it up there.
One of my co-worker's husband died yesterday. I found it completely ironic with it being Father's Day. He's had a lot of health problems the last few years. Her whole family was still living at her house-- grandkids included! I'm not sure what's going to happen now. It's so sad.
My job just screwed me for hours. I only got scheduled 13 hrs next week. It's a good sign that I need to get the hell out of there. The person that does the scheduling, Jeff, said that I can come in any time I want to. Just call up there before coming up. Great but I'm one of those types that need to be scheduled, etc. So freaking annoying!
My right ear hurts like a bitch. So need to add some ear drops in there.
On the bright side, my back's much better.
I think I'm going to call it a night and quit bitching. Just get to bed early. Hope all's well with everyone. Toodles.