Jan 08, 2005 15:34
O-M-G. First and formost rain should never occur on Saturdays, because their is something about rain that causes people to have mental breakdown which dramaticly effects their making plan abilities. Why the rain stop people from wanting to do something is beyond me, but frankly thier is no point to be sitting around on a SATURDAY AFTERNOON, just because its raining...honestly is to cliche.
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Recently the only thing people have talked about is how "boring" everything is and how everything is so "repetetive" and blah blah blah blah. I feel this way to so its not like im flustered at the people saying it. But really, WE LIVE IN SUBURBIA! It is ALWAYS going to be BORING. the only thing to do is ALWAYS going to be something illegal. And it ALWAYS will eventually get old. Their is nothing you can do about it except pick up and leave. Im not saying leave forever, or even for a year, a couple of months even a couple of weeks would be good. As soon as i turn 16 you can kiss my ass goodbye. Im buying a bus ticket and going to who knows where with who knows who. All i know is im getting the fuck out of here cause thier are so many people that i dont need to be with. Thier are SOOO many people that i wish would move so i wouldnt have to be bothered by the thought of what their doing. I just want to be able to start new, with just myself. Yes, leaving people is hard but i honestly hate it here and find myself hating new things everyday. Im not bored. Im really fine. i just cant stand doing this over and over again. Things need to change or i need to leave. and frankly leaving would be alot easier for the people im talking about.