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Nothing to be said. It feels like starting over, only I've already started over a hundred times. It's not like a new chapter, it's like the page is ripped in half and I have to make up the story as I go along. This seems to be how I spend most of my time. Building relationships with peole that I think are going to last forever, and then they don't. And I'm left with nothing, until I find new people to continue the damn cycle with. I just don't understand anything anymore. I probably never did but now even the excuses I make for myself and everyone else don't make sense.