I LOVE:
My Baby, Gabriel...
- he doesn't cry
- he's learning how to laugh...
- he wakes up smiling
- he loves to be in my arms...
- i can't believe he's actually here... period... i NEVER EVER thought that i'd be a mommy so it just blows my mind to wake up every morning knowing that there is a little person to call me mommy...
Hector...
- he makes me laugh...
- he's smart... this is more important than i could ever say, you have no idea how grateful i am that i NEVER have to talk down to him and that he's so fucking clever... this is one of the main reasons i think... (see next line)
- he's hot!!! like "i can't keep my hands off him" hot...
- i like him... haha.. he LIKES ME, of course i know he loves me, but i think it's more important that we actually LIKE eachother,like i know this doesn't sound like much, but god! it's nice to spend the day together laughing and getting along as well as we do...
- he's sooooooooooooo good to me... like when he works ALL day and the still comes home and lets me take a nap and takes care of the baby because he knows that i'm tired and i need some rest...
- or has no problem with me going out for a few hours(like tonight) while he stays home and takes care of baby...
My Family...
- there are not enough words to describe how helpful my mom and the rest of my family have been...
- my mom practically begs to watch the baby every weekend, knowing that we need a chance to get out and about...
- i'm glad they all tell me i'm doing a good job (i need constant reassurance, so sue me) it makes me happy to know that everyone sees how hard i'm trying to be a good (make that GREAT) mommy!
anywho... it's been a looooooooooooooooong day...
i like having "girlfriends" to go out with me and talk "girl-talk" and be silly with me...