REALIZE
yes yes, i know i haven't been on to update or comment lately and i'm sorry. i doubt i'm still on ya'll friends lists anyways =/ but ima try to make time for this bullshit soon enough.. how do i put into words what has happened? i cut 8 inches off of my hair, it's right above my shoulders & i love it. it's the last thing i had of my ex and now that that's gone i'm hoping to be fully over him.. too bad i found out chris's friend [ who happens to be one of my OTHER ex's best friends ] is cousins with De'Vondrae. Why is it everytime i try to get over him, he somehow remains in my life? why does that happen? Oh well, I'm not thinkin' bout it & i'm fully done. I'm happy & i'm ready for a relationship but with someone new. the guys i know now are NOT cuttin' it nor will they ever so its better to start endin' it now & find "mr. right". i'm happy with my decisions. i've been dancin' a lot lately. & now that i see pics of me i think it's time to get head on with this exercise everyday shit. oh yeah, i talked to my publicist friend [ can't say names but trust me if u know the industry you'll know her ] & she's helped me get a jumpstart on my future. i've realized i'm gonna be famous, yes that's right not WANT TO BE but I WILL BE. what can i say? once i put my mind to something i get it done, even if i do procrasinate a little =/ i'm job hunting to pay for my acting lessons & i'm gettin' all A's right now.. though last marking period wasn't that great.. my future will only get better from here.. i know it. i think i tried to update this thing about a week or 2 ago but my computer messed up & i was too annoyed to rewrite EVERYTHING again. what can ya do though right? my pep assembly [ that i'll be performing in ] is this friday. oh btw, HUGE picture update soon..
how bout ya'll tell me what's up with YA'LL?!