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[mswyldefire]

i could have been dead a few days ago..
if i would have just taken one more step or moved a few inches more
i would have been gone.. two car accidents & if i would have crossed or turned i would have been hit they were pretty bad.. right infront of my eyes & how am i suppose to feel about that.. i dont kno doesnt really matter..
not that you really care.. not like you ever really did.. i kno you don't cuz it shows..
i realize now you took a great part of me without thinking it twice.. now i kno who loves who the most.. i wouldnt dare disapoint you or much less hurt you.. but you did.. the one person i thought would never.. thnx..

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I could draw every loving memory that was marked on this heart
no words could have ever expressed the truth that lays inside

It was a secret that was bound to its end from the begining
Only because one of its bonds weaken, & now I pay for it
I should have seen it
yet as I had given in to the truth that was revealed
I gave my total faith..

Simple sounds & gestures made it so much more
Everything that was said I believed

& one day it was all blown away
My hopes & wishes destroyed
All blown away like the wind in autum
Never seen & never felt again

After breaking what you had gained & had for so long,
how can you say you love me?

Every word & feeling expressed by me
Will stay here as a reminder..
Something you let go.. You let go of me..