One interesting night

Oct 29, 2003 02:13

Damn I love getting drunk on Tuesday nights. It brings back fond memories from last year, memories that I would feel extremely discouraged by if I forgot them. Tiki Tuesdays at U of M were great because I had such a great group of people to go get hammered with.

Speaking of U of M it was great seeing Kristen again. So gald she made the drive up to come see me, i've missed her so god damn much. haha, it's kind of funny, she's passed out on the futon right now. Shouldn't have let her drink tonight, but it's all good, we haven't been drunk togethr in so long.

So I was gonna go to bed but I'm glad I didn't because I was able to have a great conversation with an old friend. Well, I wouldn't consider her an old friend, but just someone I'm not as close to as I used to be. It's hard to think that just a year ago this time I was totally head over heals crazy about her. There was nothing for this girl that I wouldn't do. But, like my life usually goes, if I have a good thing going for me, something has to come in the way and fuck it up. So yea, that didn't work out and I ended up getting my heart broken in to several little peices and i built up that wall so that I would never have feeling for another girl or get hurt by another girl again. I was pretty successful for awhile, but some people just know how to break down barriers. Anyways, it was awsome talking to this friend tonight. Like we've been talking more and more recently, which really makes me very happy because there was a point in time that we went from talking for hours a day to not talking at all. That point in time sucked so bad and I felt like a part of me was missing. But it's all good now. We both have our lives going and I'm glad she's happy, because in the end that's all that matters. If you're not the right person for the job then someone else is, and in this case it is totally true. But just talking to her tongiht brought back so many good memories as well as many painful ones. I'm just so glad that we are able to talk again as friends and be comfortable around each other. I hope that it will continue and we can remain close and in good standing.

Tomorrow brings a pretty full day. I need to go to class, try to get a job, and go visit a few people. Hopefully i can get rid of my god damn umich ticket too. I really need the money. The money situation sucks right now. I also have to go to the house and do more detail and try to pick up some sigs. Six more to go for the week. Still looking forward to the weekend which is gonna be tight as fuck.

So I should prbly get some sleep, but i'm prbly just gonna end up talking to this person for awhile, or maybe she's ready to go to sleep in which case i'll prbly dick aorund for a bit then go to sleep. later player.
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