Paul
So like I said, id write later about the whole story about the song. Well Im glad I waited longer then planned, because more has now happened!
I guess I should start from the very begining of this whole thing. All of you should know about Paul now, well we have been kinda seeing eachother for a while. But things havent been going as good as I hoped for. He didnt really treat me like i sould be treated, but I just went w/ it because I really cared for him. But recently its got really really bad.
This summer he called me telling me he couldnt wait until school started to see me, cuz he missed me so much. Believeing him I went up one weekend to see him, you think he would be happy to see me, and want to spend time w/ me but oh no, he wanted to go to the bar w/ his friends that night. UMM excuse me NO im sorry thats not gonna happen. I went up there to visit him, he is staying home w/ me.
Even more recently, he has been ditching me to go hang out at the bar with his friends. So I tell him Monday that im going home for Labor day weekend, and he decides that he wants to see me before I go. I tell him just to give me a day and we will hang out, well he never does. Instead he calls me at midnight wanting me to comeover when I have class at 9am the next morning. Sorry but no im not doing that, I cant go over there at midnight and expect to be up and ready for class the next moring. He starts to give me this guilt trip saying oh so thats how its gonna be u dont wanna see me.
So he calls me lastnight wanting to hang out, well I call him back once my show is over and im ready to go over there. Oh what do u think he says, "I decided tonights not a good night. I have to get up early and go to work. I have alot of stuff to do tomorrow" ok fine whatever. but once again he says ill call you tomorrow.
So today ((the best part)) I call him around 8pm when i got up from a nap he didnt answer. I get online and there he is so i say "hi I just tried calling u but u didnt answer". Everything starts out good, but things quickly changed. He gets mad at me because Im not gonna see hime before I leave tomorrow for the weekend. Well first off he had known that im leaving this weekend since Monday. But yet somehow its my fault WHATEVER! Then he feels like im ditching him, and that there is someone else. How is this possible. Just because I said no to coming over one night.
Im done I dont know what else to do. Ive realized that I dont need childish games like that in my life. Hes 24 its about time he grows up! If he never cared for me he should of just told me stright out! Yes it would of hurt but atleast I would of known the truth. I really do hate to say it b/c I really did care about him and I really did have feelings for him, but if hes gonna treat me like this then I can do better. I can find someone who will treat me like i want to be treated/should be treated. I hope he realizes what he just lost, cuz i know one things for sure, its compleatly over. I never want to see him again, after everything he has done to me, then trying to blame it all on me! Grow Up please! Im out for the night. I have classes tomorrow and an interview! then its home I go for the weekend!
Tiffany
I guess I should start from the very begining of this whole thing. All of you should know about Paul now, well we have been kinda seeing eachother for a while. But things havent been going as good as I hoped for. He didnt really treat me like i sould be treated, but I just went w/ it because I really cared for him. But recently its got really really bad.
This summer he called me telling me he couldnt wait until school started to see me, cuz he missed me so much. Believeing him I went up one weekend to see him, you think he would be happy to see me, and want to spend time w/ me but oh no, he wanted to go to the bar w/ his friends that night. UMM excuse me NO im sorry thats not gonna happen. I went up there to visit him, he is staying home w/ me.
Even more recently, he has been ditching me to go hang out at the bar with his friends. So I tell him Monday that im going home for Labor day weekend, and he decides that he wants to see me before I go. I tell him just to give me a day and we will hang out, well he never does. Instead he calls me at midnight wanting me to comeover when I have class at 9am the next morning. Sorry but no im not doing that, I cant go over there at midnight and expect to be up and ready for class the next moring. He starts to give me this guilt trip saying oh so thats how its gonna be u dont wanna see me.
So he calls me lastnight wanting to hang out, well I call him back once my show is over and im ready to go over there. Oh what do u think he says, "I decided tonights not a good night. I have to get up early and go to work. I have alot of stuff to do tomorrow" ok fine whatever. but once again he says ill call you tomorrow.
So today ((the best part)) I call him around 8pm when i got up from a nap he didnt answer. I get online and there he is so i say "hi I just tried calling u but u didnt answer". Everything starts out good, but things quickly changed. He gets mad at me because Im not gonna see hime before I leave tomorrow for the weekend. Well first off he had known that im leaving this weekend since Monday. But yet somehow its my fault WHATEVER! Then he feels like im ditching him, and that there is someone else. How is this possible. Just because I said no to coming over one night.
Im done I dont know what else to do. Ive realized that I dont need childish games like that in my life. Hes 24 its about time he grows up! If he never cared for me he should of just told me stright out! Yes it would of hurt but atleast I would of known the truth. I really do hate to say it b/c I really did care about him and I really did have feelings for him, but if hes gonna treat me like this then I can do better. I can find someone who will treat me like i want to be treated/should be treated. I hope he realizes what he just lost, cuz i know one things for sure, its compleatly over. I never want to see him again, after everything he has done to me, then trying to blame it all on me! Grow Up please! Im out for the night. I have classes tomorrow and an interview! then its home I go for the weekend!
Tiffany