I'm going crazy...
Dear Diary,
This summer is teaching me one thing. I HAVE TO get out my degree, move to some desired location (i.e. Seattle, New York, Boston, etc.), and start my life as an adult ASAP! This whole college student, being poor as fuck, living at home, working shitty ass jobs, not having friends within 20 minutes of me is driving me insane with thoughts of lameness. I enjoy the time that I get to spend with my family and all, but I NEED to move on to much bigger and better things. I know that life has something in store for me that's gonna be huge. I can just feel it down in my core, but being here makes me feel like that it's so far out of reach that I just feel disappointed, sad, and really apathetic.
My mom, Nick, and I are going up to the UP to stay at Cameron's freakin gorgeous cabin during the week of the July 4th. It'll just be us doing things like reading, fishing, drinking, and just being lazy. After that I plan on making a few trips to see people and go to where things happen and make me happy.
Going to do what I normally do at night. Watch either Grey's Anatomy or Strangers With Candy.
This summer is teaching me one thing. I HAVE TO get out my degree, move to some desired location (i.e. Seattle, New York, Boston, etc.), and start my life as an adult ASAP! This whole college student, being poor as fuck, living at home, working shitty ass jobs, not having friends within 20 minutes of me is driving me insane with thoughts of lameness. I enjoy the time that I get to spend with my family and all, but I NEED to move on to much bigger and better things. I know that life has something in store for me that's gonna be huge. I can just feel it down in my core, but being here makes me feel like that it's so far out of reach that I just feel disappointed, sad, and really apathetic.
My mom, Nick, and I are going up to the UP to stay at Cameron's freakin gorgeous cabin during the week of the July 4th. It'll just be us doing things like reading, fishing, drinking, and just being lazy. After that I plan on making a few trips to see people and go to where things happen and make me happy.
Going to do what I normally do at night. Watch either Grey's Anatomy or Strangers With Candy.