The best person in the world
Ok so many of you know that I decided to leave home and leave the one person in my life who means the world--and she knows who she is--well its been a tough journey this past year but guess what two weeks and we'll be back together for at least 3 months--but in reality we will never be apart--she is always in my heart--
our friendship hasn't been long but its been true--even though we met almost 3 or 4 years ago we never became close until my last semester of high school--that was the best part of my high school career--i mean we got to spend my senior prom together--what more can a girl ask for then to spend the most memorable night (well suppose to be) with her best friend--and with our friendship came many memories--yeah for fruit pops and our many random sleepovers that were planned so last minute--and she was the one who helped me through a very tough part of my life--when i lost someone who i really cared about--but she helped pull me through and led me to where i am today--boyless haha no really its better for me--but yeah what person would decorate a "storage contanier" aka garbage can haha with pictures and jokes for a present--including a really bad picture of me--and spend the night with me at my grad. party and then take me to a John Mayer concert for my birthday--and then go with my family to Chicago for a dinner for my birthday--and yeah for ferris wheels haha--but she is the greatest person and we have the most fun even if its going to the zoo for a day haha
but i just want everyone leaving her was the hardest part--she stayed with me till the end and now its harder saying "well ill see you in a couple of months" when i used to be able to be like see ya in a hour or two--but i know she'll always be there for me--i mean ive seen how much closer we've gotten since i went to school--i mean through every little boy problem i know i can just call her and she'll be there--even if its 2 am and im so worried haha i know she'll be there to help keep me calm and i know ive made some wrong decisions this past year and i just want to say im sorry for making you worry so much but ive met some other girls here who are almost like you, but can NEVER take your place, and they now help me--but i want you to know YOU WILL ALWAYS BE NUMBER 1 IN MY HEART!!! and i hope that i can be there for you when you come across situations that leave you in a mess--but know i will always help pick you up and brush you off and send you back into the world--and i know you will be there in case anything else happens, god forbid it does, but i know your shoulder will be there for me to cry on and likewise with my shoulder for you
ive had some of my own experiences without my best friend and i wish she couldve been here to see some of my most "memorable times" haha--and i only hope that her first time is this summer so i can see her or she gets plenty of pictures and maybe a video haha--but i just want everyone to know i love this girl with all my heart and if anything bad were ever to happen to her i don't know what id do--i could never replace her and never will--she will hold the title of best friend, as junior highish that sounds, forever and i will never forgot any of our times--i hope our friendship grows and that we can have so many more memories together
Here is a lil thing for you (yes this is the song that makes me cry--but thats only because i think of us and it will be my first dance at my wedding with my husband and my last with you my best friend):
"I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life"
our friendship hasn't been long but its been true--even though we met almost 3 or 4 years ago we never became close until my last semester of high school--that was the best part of my high school career--i mean we got to spend my senior prom together--what more can a girl ask for then to spend the most memorable night (well suppose to be) with her best friend--and with our friendship came many memories--yeah for fruit pops and our many random sleepovers that were planned so last minute--and she was the one who helped me through a very tough part of my life--when i lost someone who i really cared about--but she helped pull me through and led me to where i am today--boyless haha no really its better for me--but yeah what person would decorate a "storage contanier" aka garbage can haha with pictures and jokes for a present--including a really bad picture of me--and spend the night with me at my grad. party and then take me to a John Mayer concert for my birthday--and then go with my family to Chicago for a dinner for my birthday--and yeah for ferris wheels haha--but she is the greatest person and we have the most fun even if its going to the zoo for a day haha
but i just want everyone leaving her was the hardest part--she stayed with me till the end and now its harder saying "well ill see you in a couple of months" when i used to be able to be like see ya in a hour or two--but i know she'll always be there for me--i mean ive seen how much closer we've gotten since i went to school--i mean through every little boy problem i know i can just call her and she'll be there--even if its 2 am and im so worried haha i know she'll be there to help keep me calm and i know ive made some wrong decisions this past year and i just want to say im sorry for making you worry so much but ive met some other girls here who are almost like you, but can NEVER take your place, and they now help me--but i want you to know YOU WILL ALWAYS BE NUMBER 1 IN MY HEART!!! and i hope that i can be there for you when you come across situations that leave you in a mess--but know i will always help pick you up and brush you off and send you back into the world--and i know you will be there in case anything else happens, god forbid it does, but i know your shoulder will be there for me to cry on and likewise with my shoulder for you
ive had some of my own experiences without my best friend and i wish she couldve been here to see some of my most "memorable times" haha--and i only hope that her first time is this summer so i can see her or she gets plenty of pictures and maybe a video haha--but i just want everyone to know i love this girl with all my heart and if anything bad were ever to happen to her i don't know what id do--i could never replace her and never will--she will hold the title of best friend, as junior highish that sounds, forever and i will never forgot any of our times--i hope our friendship grows and that we can have so many more memories together
Here is a lil thing for you (yes this is the song that makes me cry--but thats only because i think of us and it will be my first dance at my wedding with my husband and my last with you my best friend):
"I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life"