*Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worth while...

Apr 17, 2005 23:03

Only two more week's of classes and one final left. I'm sooo happy! Its about damn time for summer. For a while my summer had hope for something more then work, but that hope was quickly squashed by reality.

People deal with pain in all sorts of ways. Several people deal with hurt by covering it up, acting as if they can't feel it, like they are invincible. No one is we are all human. Covering up your pain and mourning with vices such as alcohol, sex, fake smiles and lies isn't going to change the fact that you are hurting, whether or not you'd like to admit it. In the end its the people that are there for you in the times of hurt and need that matter. You have to grieve, granted people do it in their own way, to heal.

Sometimes, despite all of the hurt a person can put you through, if they are in pain you may still wish you could take it all away. For once though, you need realized that its not worth putting yourself out there to get hurt again, just so that person doesn't hurt simply becuase that person wouldn't return the favor. The saying "I would have given up anything for you" is null and void. It means nothing unless the person on the recieving end returns the desire. Its simply a waste of breath and a quick way to be broken.

Manipulation, most people are good at it. Its when a person can convince someone else of most anything, and its usually not with your best intentions at heart. Its a selfish way to get what you want without regard to what effect it has on the person you are manipulating.

Some of my best times were when I could make you smile, even if it was because I hit my head on my fridge door. Or cause I was picking on you, which I'm really good at. Simply put, love makes a fool of you, and I'll be your fool any day.
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