Worst Fears...
are coming true.
I will be giving birth to this new baby.....alone. Thats right, my dear husband will not be here. More than likely he will be deploying in January for 4-5 months. Guess the military feels the need to go drop some bombs on somebody.
Its bad enough just to give birth without my husband, but I still dont know anyone here and if my family cant get down here in time that means I have to watch Olivia AND try to have this baby. Then deal with a newborn and 2 1/2 year old, who is plenty trouble all on her own.
I dont know what Im gonna do. I know women do it all the time in the military but i dont know how. I never thought Id have to.
Keep me and my family in your prayers. We will need them.
I will be giving birth to this new baby.....alone. Thats right, my dear husband will not be here. More than likely he will be deploying in January for 4-5 months. Guess the military feels the need to go drop some bombs on somebody.
Its bad enough just to give birth without my husband, but I still dont know anyone here and if my family cant get down here in time that means I have to watch Olivia AND try to have this baby. Then deal with a newborn and 2 1/2 year old, who is plenty trouble all on her own.
I dont know what Im gonna do. I know women do it all the time in the military but i dont know how. I never thought Id have to.
Keep me and my family in your prayers. We will need them.