things looking up
I have the most wonderful feeling today ..... being loved by someone who loves me for me . My best friend carrie spent the day with me ... took me out to eat .. even bought me a new pair of shoes cause I needed them .. I never asked for them or anything ... she just wanted to take care of me cause of the shit her husband caused . I am so happy we finally have become closer ... it is everything I ever dreamed of ... even tho I do miss Sandy somtimes (redemptionx ) .. I still do have love for her ...but I am happy she has found someone .. and I am glad I am almost completely over her.
Carrie and I are going to take things as they come ... no rushing into anything .. we are just going to have fun and see where it takes us ....
I feel it might eventually become more.. (I really hope it eventually does) .. since we know each other so well .. and there are no secrets between us about anything .. we are such good friends .. and all relationships should start out that way .. and I really need someone like that in my life.
on another note .. my ex-wife was hitting on me today (ICKY!!!) .. and most of my other friends have been totally ignoring me .. no returned e-mail , phone calls ... and alot of broken promises .. but oh well .. if thats the way they wanna be .. they must not have been very good friends .. so maybe I am better off without them.Also I am still getting blame for crap Carries husband did... even tho I had no idea he was doing what he did .... such as life I guess ...
till next time ^_-
T
p.s. ... I wish more people would comment on my entries .. or what am I doing this for ????????????