Trying to Journal More
Hello cruel world.....ok so it's not really that cruel, and after all it's only a few who will even see this entry. I never know what I'm going to write about when I do these journal entries. I never have been one to really write down my true feelings. I suppose I should try it sometime, but I guess I would be afraid of what I might see. Oh the world is a scary place I tell you.
I have night terrors and they are very scary. I wake up from a blood curdeling scream with heart pounding and sore throat. Often times I see things such as dark shadows, and people, but in the beginning I would see spiders and web like designs. I know they call them night terrors but I really wonder what they really are, anyone have any ideas? Has anyone else been tortured in the night?
I miss my baby girl, she left one week ago today, and things have been terribly quiet around here, except for these weird noises not unfamilar to me. My mate who is about as entertining as a Mushroom...translation bump on a log, sits next to me in the chair with eyes half open, and gurgling noises coming from his nose and mouth. It's not a pretty sight and I'm constantly yelling at him to go to bed if he wants to sleep.
Oh I could go on and on but no I won't for everyones sake. Well that's it for me, maybe next journal entry will be something profound, hehehe.
Go forth with Peace and Love and power to the people.
I have night terrors and they are very scary. I wake up from a blood curdeling scream with heart pounding and sore throat. Often times I see things such as dark shadows, and people, but in the beginning I would see spiders and web like designs. I know they call them night terrors but I really wonder what they really are, anyone have any ideas? Has anyone else been tortured in the night?
I miss my baby girl, she left one week ago today, and things have been terribly quiet around here, except for these weird noises not unfamilar to me. My mate who is about as entertining as a Mushroom...translation bump on a log, sits next to me in the chair with eyes half open, and gurgling noises coming from his nose and mouth. It's not a pretty sight and I'm constantly yelling at him to go to bed if he wants to sleep.
Oh I could go on and on but no I won't for everyones sake. Well that's it for me, maybe next journal entry will be something profound, hehehe.
Go forth with Peace and Love and power to the people.