Jan 27, 2004 10:53
Well it's been ages since I have entered a journal entry, and one might ask Why? I don't really know, except that I didn't think anyone really gave a rats ass about what I had to say.
Does anyone really give a rats ass about anything other than what is happening with oneself? Is this what the world has come to? No compassion beyond our own little selfish corner of the world. Oh poor me, that seems to have been the sentiment for 2003. Now that 2004 is here all around, are things any different one says with a frown.
Yes, life is a big suckfest, in fact in my opinion Heaven and Hell exist right here on Earth. Of course we all have been sentenced to different life circumstances to wallow our sufferings in, but ultimately it is up to us to search out the peaceful surroundings of Heaven.
There you have it, we are living in Hell and Heaven at the same time. It's what we make of life that determines which fraction of the universe we happen to inhabit at any given time. The fundamentals we have all heard are true, give and it will be given to you, dream and your dreams will come true.
For example, let's take a stroll in La La Land a place where I have been many times, and it is beautiful. There are many smiling faces all greeting one another, saying hello, how are you, no one meets a stranger. People seem to shine and glow with good health. There on a rock sits the most beautiful crystal shard spreading rainbows of color over the green hills which are sprinkled with colorful flowers and weeping willow trees everywhere. Butterflies, dragonflies, and birds flutter about on a gentle breeze as if to say, no care or worries do we have here for freedom abounds for one and all to share if only you care to absorb the beauty that nature has to share.
Then in a blink of the eye, the world has turned dark. People are frowning, hunched over and stark. Their eyes are all cold and blank with a stare, they see not so far, nor do they care. What they feel is the numb of a cold and cruel world, not knowing it's you who creates the surroundings you call Earth, yes your own Heaven or Hell.
Which do you choose? I for myself try to be a becon of light to shine for lost souls who have a fright in the night. I've been on both sides of the fence, and the grass in not greener, unless you plant the seed and nourish it to be better.
Being in Hell or being in Heaven is a matter of changing ones own mind for I chose the better.
Hello Wonderful World.