alright a more real update...
OK so I will attempt to make a more clear update.
So I`ve just been super apathetic towards my days lately. I think once Scott gets here on thursday it will get better. I had to go to the hospital this evening becuase I was bleeding (like my period bleeding) but its sort of impossible becuase I am on birth control. My gyno told me that if this happend to go to the hospital. So I did. Lucky since I was bleeding I didn`t have to wait long. It wasn`t really that big of a deal they said there is just an irritation on my cervic from most likely (theres no way to tell without some invasive procedures) its just some more growth= more cancer growing. The doctor said its a good thing I have my appointment on 2/2 becuase they are "hopeful it will clear it up." Sometimes the positivity of my doctors makes me a little nervous. I mean I do not want them to be all sorts of terrifying and junk but I guess I just need to prepare myself for the worst but hope for the best.
I have my second interview at MAC on Friday at 1:30. It is a practical interview. I need to bring a model and do her makeup. I asked my roommate because I often do her makeup. She is at Loma Linda medical center conducting some tests on a machine there (she is an astro physics gal) and is scheduled to be back by thursday. She said she would most likely be back if everything went well and it is so far. I am super worried because she wont be back until thursday and my interview is on friday so that doesnt leave me much time to practice. Also- I am worried for a few more reasons- 1. if they want me to do a lipstick becuase I am good at doing lipstick on myself but other people is another story so I need to practice that. 2. I am also worried becuase they are giving me a scenerio like they would get at the store so even though I have done Maureen's makeup a bunch of times I might not have done anything that they want me to do. and 3. Lastly, i am most worried becuase I have really good skin. So I am very comfortable with doing my own face. I only use liquid foundation (select tint to be exact) I dont need anything else but I know during the interview that I should use more than that like a prep, liquid, and then powder. I have never done that though so I am a bit worried. But I do have somewhat of a solution. Maureen gets back on thursday so if she gets back early enough I asked her if she would go to MAC at valley faire with me (not the one I am applying at) and have her go in and ask them what they would do to her in terms of makeup more specifically foundation and etc. and I will watch and write down what they used and use those things the next day. If she does not get back early enough I am going to go on wednesday afternoon and my friend Melody is going to meet me there and do the same thing but of course I would prefer Maureen becuase I could use exactly what they recommend and with Melody it might be different but I will have some idea of what to do.
I really hope the whole MAC thing goes though. I mean- the coffee shop is pretty cool and of course I will stay there if MAC doesn`t work out but I would prefer MAC becuase its cleaner, pays more, and is def more me. Plus I will be able to dress normal as opposed to a collared white shirt and khaki pants. LAME!
On the 29th Scott and I are going to see Lifetime. I am super stoked!
So I`ve just been super apathetic towards my days lately. I think once Scott gets here on thursday it will get better. I had to go to the hospital this evening becuase I was bleeding (like my period bleeding) but its sort of impossible becuase I am on birth control. My gyno told me that if this happend to go to the hospital. So I did. Lucky since I was bleeding I didn`t have to wait long. It wasn`t really that big of a deal they said there is just an irritation on my cervic from most likely (theres no way to tell without some invasive procedures) its just some more growth= more cancer growing. The doctor said its a good thing I have my appointment on 2/2 becuase they are "hopeful it will clear it up." Sometimes the positivity of my doctors makes me a little nervous. I mean I do not want them to be all sorts of terrifying and junk but I guess I just need to prepare myself for the worst but hope for the best.
I have my second interview at MAC on Friday at 1:30. It is a practical interview. I need to bring a model and do her makeup. I asked my roommate because I often do her makeup. She is at Loma Linda medical center conducting some tests on a machine there (she is an astro physics gal) and is scheduled to be back by thursday. She said she would most likely be back if everything went well and it is so far. I am super worried because she wont be back until thursday and my interview is on friday so that doesnt leave me much time to practice. Also- I am worried for a few more reasons- 1. if they want me to do a lipstick becuase I am good at doing lipstick on myself but other people is another story so I need to practice that. 2. I am also worried becuase they are giving me a scenerio like they would get at the store so even though I have done Maureen's makeup a bunch of times I might not have done anything that they want me to do. and 3. Lastly, i am most worried becuase I have really good skin. So I am very comfortable with doing my own face. I only use liquid foundation (select tint to be exact) I dont need anything else but I know during the interview that I should use more than that like a prep, liquid, and then powder. I have never done that though so I am a bit worried. But I do have somewhat of a solution. Maureen gets back on thursday so if she gets back early enough I asked her if she would go to MAC at valley faire with me (not the one I am applying at) and have her go in and ask them what they would do to her in terms of makeup more specifically foundation and etc. and I will watch and write down what they used and use those things the next day. If she does not get back early enough I am going to go on wednesday afternoon and my friend Melody is going to meet me there and do the same thing but of course I would prefer Maureen becuase I could use exactly what they recommend and with Melody it might be different but I will have some idea of what to do.
I really hope the whole MAC thing goes though. I mean- the coffee shop is pretty cool and of course I will stay there if MAC doesn`t work out but I would prefer MAC becuase its cleaner, pays more, and is def more me. Plus I will be able to dress normal as opposed to a collared white shirt and khaki pants. LAME!
On the 29th Scott and I are going to see Lifetime. I am super stoked!