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[mstklangel]

I always, always check to see if anyone is updating and they never do and then I remember that I never update so if I want someone else to update, then I better do it myself. I Can not WAIT until Christmas and New Years and everything is over. I have so much going on and so much stress until then that I just want to fast forward to January 2nd and I'll be completely happy. My mom keeps making cookies and it keeps totally blowing my diet. I practically had to starve myself for the last 5 lbs I lost (because I was stuck at the same weight for weeks and weeks) and now I think I gained it all back. After the first of the year when everyone has New Years resolutions to lose weight and all the gym membership commercials are on and everyones on a diet my diet is going to be a lot easier. Speaking of which, I think my "new years resolution" is going to quit being so stupid when it comes to the male population. I bought this book off of Amazon called "He's Just Not That Into You" which should be quite interesting. I'm not too big on resolutions especially because after a couple of weeks everyone just gives up so I'm not going to say it's a resolution, just something I'm going to work on.

I was looking at pictures from college a couple of weeks ago and I was just amazed because I'm a completely different person than I was, even 6 mos ago. And right now I don't like what I'm doing or who I am but I'm going to get there. I can envision who I want to be and how I want to live and I'm going to work on it. And I don't think I ever did that in college because I think I would have figured out a better career and living path than I have right now. Well, until next time.