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So last night was fun... I basically worked and then stayed there for the rest of the night because Kelly came and visited. We just played darts for a bit and sat and talked because the bar was pretty mellow. I'm waiting right now for Heidi because we're going to dinner soon and then maybe I'll study for my yoga test and possibly go out with Kate later.
So I talked to Jenna on the phone for like an hour today and it made everything just better. It was fantastic. It made my mood 10,000 times better than it has been in the past two weeks and it kind of made me feel like someone cared about me, out there. Anyway, it's pretty definite that I'm moving to NC in August, its just so scary. The only thing I'm really worried about is being financially stable once I get there. Unlike many, I don't have a savings account or my parents to support me if I can't get a job. So I'd be pretty SOL. I just feel like I need to do something, get away. Quickly.
In other news, I bought three new CDs today- Kenny Chesney, Pearl Jam's Greatest Hits album and Trapt. I love being interested in music again, because it's really what I love. I think I tend to displace myself and run from the things I love and that I want to do when faced with the end of something. For example, before I think I was kind of uninterested in new music a few months ago, which is really bad considering my major. Anyway, now I'm fine. And then when I was in high school preparing to audition for college, I quit practicing and only played when I had to for about 3 months from november to january. This is really really detrimental to auditioning, lemme tell ya. But I made it, surprisingly. And look where I am now. :)
So I talked to Jenna on the phone for like an hour today and it made everything just better. It was fantastic. It made my mood 10,000 times better than it has been in the past two weeks and it kind of made me feel like someone cared about me, out there. Anyway, it's pretty definite that I'm moving to NC in August, its just so scary. The only thing I'm really worried about is being financially stable once I get there. Unlike many, I don't have a savings account or my parents to support me if I can't get a job. So I'd be pretty SOL. I just feel like I need to do something, get away. Quickly.
In other news, I bought three new CDs today- Kenny Chesney, Pearl Jam's Greatest Hits album and Trapt. I love being interested in music again, because it's really what I love. I think I tend to displace myself and run from the things I love and that I want to do when faced with the end of something. For example, before I think I was kind of uninterested in new music a few months ago, which is really bad considering my major. Anyway, now I'm fine. And then when I was in high school preparing to audition for college, I quit practicing and only played when I had to for about 3 months from november to january. This is really really detrimental to auditioning, lemme tell ya. But I made it, surprisingly. And look where I am now. :)