Apr 06, 2004 00:19
So I think this is my earliest entry to date. Anyway, I think I've found why I'm pretty much miserable all the time- it's my house. It's a pretty sad thing when you feel like you can't leave your room...Anyway, I was playing Heidi a project of mine she had played on and we were sitting in my room with the door just cracked. I had meant to close it but it didn't close all the way and one of my housemates was watching tv. Well I didn't think it was too loud but she turned up the tv really loud to give me a "hint" or something....Don't ask. It's ok. How freakin immature is that? So ridiculous. So anyway, Heidi and I just gave each other a look and I got up and shut the door all the way. And I feel like this all the time. And I am the ONLY one who cleans....They leave the house a mess when they leave for breaks or weekends and they come home to a clean house every time. And I refuse to clean when they're around because I don't want to be around them. That along with other things is making life here in good ole Fred-Town pretty much suck at the moment. Heidi thinks that I'm trying to escape by sleeping as much as I do and she's probably right. And I've been working non-stop at the moment too. Oh well. It's life. It just pisses me off when certain people (I won't name names) bitch and moan about absolutely everything (everything!) and I'm sitting here, going to school,just like they do, doing my recording and DMing and working 30 hours a week on top of it...I should be the last person you bitch to!