sigh
majority of the time i am thankful i am not tied to every night phone calls with anyone anymore. i like the freedom. i like the fact that i don't have to plan my evening around when i may or may not be receiving a call or when i need to call the other person. but honestly right now it is the one thing i miss more than anything. i miss that comfort you get when you've had a crappy day and know you'll at least get to talk to that special someone at the end of the day. i miss that release where you can get on the phone with that person and just say i've had a crappy day and this is why. i miss the love. i miss the encouragement.