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I love how no matter how hard you try to make someone realize something, the more they ignore it. I know what I've done was wrong, but I don't think I was as bad as the others. The message I sent you the other day with the poems, was me saying goodbye to you. That was me letting you go. Because if it's meant to be, you'll come back to me. But I can't honestly say that if and when you decide to come back, it might be too late. You always realize what you had or could have had when it's gone.
I was talking to Mallory about this earlier today. Everything around us says we are perfect for each other. Everything, except your brain. Marry your brain, have fun with your brain, go fuck yourself with your brain. If you are too blind to see what we have when we are together, then we should move on. Because all I ever asked of you, was a phone call. I don't think thats asking too much. But apparently it was, because COMMUNICATING with me would be far too much for you to deal with.
Don't you see? You are doing the same thing that broke us up. You aren't talking to me. I am doing everything to try and show you that things would be different. But like you said in your blog, you're too pig-headed and selfish to embrace what's standing right in front of you. I know you. I know when you're mad, I know when you're upset, and I know that you're a wonderful, caring person. And I wish I knew what happened to that guy. I want to know what turned you into this self-involved, arrogant asshole. You never used to be like this. I may have changed, but if you ever needed anything, you knew that I would be there in a heartbeat. That much hasn't changed. I would do anything for you and you look right past me like I'm not even worth your time.
Whenever I am worth your time, let me know.
I was talking to Mallory about this earlier today. Everything around us says we are perfect for each other. Everything, except your brain. Marry your brain, have fun with your brain, go fuck yourself with your brain. If you are too blind to see what we have when we are together, then we should move on. Because all I ever asked of you, was a phone call. I don't think thats asking too much. But apparently it was, because COMMUNICATING with me would be far too much for you to deal with.
Don't you see? You are doing the same thing that broke us up. You aren't talking to me. I am doing everything to try and show you that things would be different. But like you said in your blog, you're too pig-headed and selfish to embrace what's standing right in front of you. I know you. I know when you're mad, I know when you're upset, and I know that you're a wonderful, caring person. And I wish I knew what happened to that guy. I want to know what turned you into this self-involved, arrogant asshole. You never used to be like this. I may have changed, but if you ever needed anything, you knew that I would be there in a heartbeat. That much hasn't changed. I would do anything for you and you look right past me like I'm not even worth your time.
Whenever I am worth your time, let me know.