How do you know or is it that feeling?
Awhile ago I was so set on being a one of a kind. Then I met this person _________ and we really hit it off. He made a lot of my guy friends jealous, but the more I get to know every detail about him. I think he's a lot like me. The weird thing is he is on my mind all day every day and I use to think guys were a waste that my dream would be deferred, but really he makes me want to be the best person I can be. He also makes me really happy. Just talking to him makes me smile and some of the little things he says just puts that smirk on my face. How is that possible, that he is the one guy to make me want to be stronger, just when I couldn't get any stronger. I don't think I ever thought I would get the guy of my dreams, because I thought I didn't know, but this guy seems to be more than what I expected. I wounder how he feels? I don't want to scary him away, but I also don't want to get hurt by him. I don't want to date or get in a serious relation in fear of that or that I lose sight of my dreams. The next guy I date may hopefully be the one am going to marry. Todays been on emotional day, of thoughts, I need to get some food and get to class. Maybe tonight I might get to see ______ of a bit, that would be great. I have a shit load of homework, but am going to do it so I can maybe see him. Life sucks when your always busy, because you never get to just enjoy time.
**** Some people are just meant to be certain things to one another! Some mistake love for lust; others think what they want. You can't hang one every word someone says! Please understands friends is what we are and what we will always be! For all I know this person might not be for me! I have a whole life ahead of me to find out who's for me. You know who you are and if your reading this I didn't mean to hurt you ,but I have no idea how to tell you. I am not going to let you think to your self that am the only one for you. There are millions of people in the world. Please just be my friend, I don't want to hurt you but there no other way to tell you. Just understand please!
**** Some people are just meant to be certain things to one another! Some mistake love for lust; others think what they want. You can't hang one every word someone says! Please understands friends is what we are and what we will always be! For all I know this person might not be for me! I have a whole life ahead of me to find out who's for me. You know who you are and if your reading this I didn't mean to hurt you ,but I have no idea how to tell you. I am not going to let you think to your self that am the only one for you. There are millions of people in the world. Please just be my friend, I don't want to hurt you but there no other way to tell you. Just understand please!