Been doing major thinking and still am!
Last night was very scary. I got into a fight with Justin. Which in a way pissed me off, because I think of him as my brother. After all that I talked to Danny who made me realize al ot of shit; and Nick did also. I realized that I need to start thinking about what to do with all the guys that are my friends that want to date me. I have dealt with this for years, because of the person I am. What these guys aren't understanding is I need each one of them as friends and I don't want to date friends any more. The conclusion that scared me yesterday was I was trying to sleep, but I always have this guy on my mind. This guy is almost like me, but in guy form. I think about what we talk about alot. I just realized though that there isn't one thing I don't like or it bugs me. I find that weird, because no matter what guy friend, brother or boyfriend; I normal find one thing that drives me crazy. Do you think this means something? I just have all these thoughts running through my head. Well I have to run, because I have class in a half hour. When I get home i'll explain better and edit this one, if nothings going on right away.