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holy shit this freakin place sucks balls. cock and balls. just like jay. i seriously hate this place. im so incredibly bored. ive run out of ideas. the only thing there is to do, is look at this god-forsaken journal, that- sucks. i have nothing to tell any of you about. nothing anybody reading could relate to anyways. even if you could though, i highly doubt that any of you want to hear about my worthless shop that cant keep tool boxes organized. thats how little there is to do out here. i scrutinize over the organalization of tool boxes, and parts bins! im an asshole!! an absolute asshole. it sucks so bad out here. and when i get home, ill still be working with the same worthless people. and my boss wonders why i drink.
anyways, im loosing my mind. im devestatingly in need of a day off. i feel like im coming apart at the seams. i snapped on one of my guys yesterday. one of our officers, who just so happened to be down on the flight line on his way to the chow hall, had just walked into the perfect position to see me holding one of my guys by his coveralls and rearing back to punch him in the face because he pissed me off. i almost lost a fucking stripe yesterday. bad move. ive so far heard it from 6 people. its like office space here. "ummm yeeeaaahhh did you get that training about not hitting your subordinates?" THE LITTLE FUCKER HAD IT COMING GOD DAMN YOU!! GO BACK UP TO YOUR FUCKING OFFICE AND MAKE ANOTHER POT OF COFFEE AND WATCH MORE TV YOU INSIGNIFICANT FUCKER!!! leave the actual doing of anything constructive to the people that get paid less than you fucking do. PRICK!
i hate my life