do what you have to do
What ravages of spirit
conjured this temptuous rage,
created you a monster,
broken by the rule of love?
And fate has led you through it.
You do what you have to do.
And fate has led you through it.
You do what you have to do.
And I have the sense to recognize
that I don't know how to let you go.
Every moment marked
with apparitions of your soul.
I'm ever swiftly moving,
trying to escape this desire,
the yearning to be near you.
I do what I have to do.
The yearning to be near you.
I do what I have to do.
and I have the sense to recognize
that I don't know how to let you go.
I don't know how to let you go.
A glowing ember, burning hot,
and burning slow.
Deep within, I'm shaken by the violence
of existing for only you.
I know I can't be with you.
I do what I have to do.
I know I can't be with you.
I do what I have to do.
And I have the sense to recognize
But I don't know how to let you go.
I don't know how to let you go.
I don't know how to let you go.
i just had my winamp on random and this song came up and caught my attention and fits almost perfect to how i feel...
so today has been pretty shitty. the only highlights of my day.....getting a new shirt (photography is for lovers) and talking to luke.
cora invited me to go to florida today and oh guess what...i can't go! >:0 my mom was like we dont have the extra money for that right now. blah blah blah i feel so shitty because if cora's mom can't go then it would just be cora and scoots. anyone want to give leslie $350 dollars lol
then i have some stupid ass bands cancel on me for saturday. 4 bands! thats rediculious (sp?) they were like we dont think we can bring a lot of people in. how pathetic are people. and lazy!? rahhhh so yea because of that my boss blew up and was all pissy. then went and punched a wall. nice huh?
tomorrow (wed): school (psych final, party in yearbook). work out. come home for a few. go to the bean and study and then hang out with luke until whenever. :)
thurs: english final *double thumbs down* & alg 2 finals. hang out. then work. :(
fri: physics and span 2 finals. hang out a while. then to the token lounge to take pictures of a band. then home.
sat: road trip to Leslie and Hell, Michigan. then nothing.
sun: bookstore and royal oak with luke. possibly downtown detroit for the winter festival.
conjured this temptuous rage,
created you a monster,
broken by the rule of love?
And fate has led you through it.
You do what you have to do.
And fate has led you through it.
You do what you have to do.
And I have the sense to recognize
that I don't know how to let you go.
Every moment marked
with apparitions of your soul.
I'm ever swiftly moving,
trying to escape this desire,
the yearning to be near you.
I do what I have to do.
The yearning to be near you.
I do what I have to do.
and I have the sense to recognize
that I don't know how to let you go.
I don't know how to let you go.
A glowing ember, burning hot,
and burning slow.
Deep within, I'm shaken by the violence
of existing for only you.
I know I can't be with you.
I do what I have to do.
I know I can't be with you.
I do what I have to do.
And I have the sense to recognize
But I don't know how to let you go.
I don't know how to let you go.
I don't know how to let you go.
i just had my winamp on random and this song came up and caught my attention and fits almost perfect to how i feel...
so today has been pretty shitty. the only highlights of my day.....getting a new shirt (photography is for lovers) and talking to luke.
cora invited me to go to florida today and oh guess what...i can't go! >:0 my mom was like we dont have the extra money for that right now. blah blah blah i feel so shitty because if cora's mom can't go then it would just be cora and scoots. anyone want to give leslie $350 dollars lol
then i have some stupid ass bands cancel on me for saturday. 4 bands! thats rediculious (sp?) they were like we dont think we can bring a lot of people in. how pathetic are people. and lazy!? rahhhh so yea because of that my boss blew up and was all pissy. then went and punched a wall. nice huh?
tomorrow (wed): school (psych final, party in yearbook). work out. come home for a few. go to the bean and study and then hang out with luke until whenever. :)
thurs: english final *double thumbs down* & alg 2 finals. hang out. then work. :(
fri: physics and span 2 finals. hang out a while. then to the token lounge to take pictures of a band. then home.
sat: road trip to Leslie and Hell, Michigan. then nothing.
sun: bookstore and royal oak with luke. possibly downtown detroit for the winter festival.