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so yea this is going to be a sappy depressed sounding entry. sry. dont really have anyone to vent to right now.
so yea things at home suck big time...i mean whats new...but yea jen and adam are almost out...after 2 years, but i guess i should be kinda happy because they are almost out but adam likes to take over my computer and watch porn and get viruses on my cpu. but so they kicked me out of that room...then i got moved to my gma's (spare bedroom)..now my gma is living with us full time and i got kicked out of that room and now i am sleeping in the basement...which isn't too bad i guess but now my dad invited some old ppl that i dont know to stay the night and sleep in my bed...nice right!? so i told cora and she offered to let me stay the night thank god. but my dad has been an asshole like the other the day cora and scoots were over and we were all watching tv and its pouring rain mind you....my dad comes downstairs and was like Leslie can you come upstairs and go outside and clear the drain up so it doesn't start flooding. i mean seriously...why can't he do it. i just hate all the random shit he asks me to do.
then ok about some concert stuff so sevendust is finally coming to concert...yay right? justin and trevor are good friends with sevendust and have been lucky enough to get all access passes...well sevendust is coming but mudvayne is headlining...meaning that their passes may or may not work. but justin and trevor were going to drive to indianapolis on friday to see them then they would drive to dayton and then autumn, me, and andrea would drive to dayton and then sunday we would see them sunday in mt clemens.....well i guess now justin and trevor dont want to drive all the way and then not be able to get in...which i totally understand because that would suck but i know that they could get in...but yea now justin was telling me that i should just sell my dayton tickets and then just buy a mt clemens ticket....and yea i really want to go to dayton...whether it be me and some random person or justin or andrea or whatever. i almost dont care that justin or whoever will get mad. i paid for the tickets...they have seen them 57 times...i have NEVER seen them. sorry i want to see them. i dont know what to do. i dont want to sell them. i want to go. i know that justin is scared that some guy will come hurt me or i can't go places by myself but i can. ive been to a lot of concert by myself before i had a boyfriend...and NO ONE hits on me. ever. ya know justin has gone to concerts in the past that i really wanted to go to but i couldn't even if i did buy my own ticket and didn't have to be by them and i wasn't all pissed off..sad...but not pissed off. so yea i dont know what to do about that
then there are so many people i have to get shit for for xmas. im mainly focused on justin and cora. those are the 2 most important people in my life right now. i know that they would do anything for me if i needed it at anytime.
anyways. yea im starting to relax a little bit. i hate drama bullshit. i hate fighting. but whatever. nothing is ever good.
so yea things at home suck big time...i mean whats new...but yea jen and adam are almost out...after 2 years, but i guess i should be kinda happy because they are almost out but adam likes to take over my computer and watch porn and get viruses on my cpu. but so they kicked me out of that room...then i got moved to my gma's (spare bedroom)..now my gma is living with us full time and i got kicked out of that room and now i am sleeping in the basement...which isn't too bad i guess but now my dad invited some old ppl that i dont know to stay the night and sleep in my bed...nice right!? so i told cora and she offered to let me stay the night thank god. but my dad has been an asshole like the other the day cora and scoots were over and we were all watching tv and its pouring rain mind you....my dad comes downstairs and was like Leslie can you come upstairs and go outside and clear the drain up so it doesn't start flooding. i mean seriously...why can't he do it. i just hate all the random shit he asks me to do.
then ok about some concert stuff so sevendust is finally coming to concert...yay right? justin and trevor are good friends with sevendust and have been lucky enough to get all access passes...well sevendust is coming but mudvayne is headlining...meaning that their passes may or may not work. but justin and trevor were going to drive to indianapolis on friday to see them then they would drive to dayton and then autumn, me, and andrea would drive to dayton and then sunday we would see them sunday in mt clemens.....well i guess now justin and trevor dont want to drive all the way and then not be able to get in...which i totally understand because that would suck but i know that they could get in...but yea now justin was telling me that i should just sell my dayton tickets and then just buy a mt clemens ticket....and yea i really want to go to dayton...whether it be me and some random person or justin or andrea or whatever. i almost dont care that justin or whoever will get mad. i paid for the tickets...they have seen them 57 times...i have NEVER seen them. sorry i want to see them. i dont know what to do. i dont want to sell them. i want to go. i know that justin is scared that some guy will come hurt me or i can't go places by myself but i can. ive been to a lot of concert by myself before i had a boyfriend...and NO ONE hits on me. ever. ya know justin has gone to concerts in the past that i really wanted to go to but i couldn't even if i did buy my own ticket and didn't have to be by them and i wasn't all pissed off..sad...but not pissed off. so yea i dont know what to do about that
then there are so many people i have to get shit for for xmas. im mainly focused on justin and cora. those are the 2 most important people in my life right now. i know that they would do anything for me if i needed it at anytime.
anyways. yea im starting to relax a little bit. i hate drama bullshit. i hate fighting. but whatever. nothing is ever good.