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Post anything (comment on this entry) that you want here, and post it anonymously. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love... anything. Make sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post as many times as you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what others have to say.
last time we were friends, she called me poison one night when we were both drunk at a party. she yelled at everyone to stay away as i started to cry because i would infect them. we weren't friends for seven months, and now we are.
on wednesday we spent the day together and then i went back to her house. she got me drunk and while her girlfriend was in the bathroom she kissed me. then, after wandering around the streets for a while, she said we should all sleep in the same bed.
as soon as the light was off they started to kiss and.. well. i had to pretend i was asleep. i didn't want her to feel that excruciating embarrassment at finding i knew the whole time. eventually i pretended i was having a nightmare just so i could gasp my way awake and shuffle to the bathroom and onto the hard floor with a blanket and pillow for my comfort.
and the awful thing? i still love her.
by the way, you don't know me.
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if it helps, i know that feeling: i'm in love with a female friend, too. she's bi, so that helps, but still, i don't know if it's reciprocated. like, if i suddenly kissed her during one of those long night talks or something... would that change things?
i wish i knew you. but don't worry, you don't know me either.
hmm. we should figure out some kind of "anonymous" way to keep in touch...
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