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so heres how it has been lately...lotsa work...last day at US Financial will be the 13th...super fuckin happy bout that...my major is now urban planning and design with a minor in landscape architecture...WHEE! should be fun, outside job is what i need...
newho, latest on the girl front...still not much...howeva, my sister started naming some girls who she knows personally at larosas who have said that im hot, and just so happens that one of those girls (rachel canter for those of you who might know her) is the girl that is the finest girl there...she is single, dont know how, but yea, she is single so im thinking next time i see her, ill ask her to do sumthin)...prob is she goes to OSU, dont know exactly how it would work or if it even would, but hey i figure life is too short to back out of things for stupid reasons (who knows it could be a few week fling, may continue while shes at skool, dunno)...screw a fear of rejection or nething like that...who knows, if i ask, we might do sumthin, hit it off, and i might actually get sumthin out of it...even so, hopes arent getting up cuz that only helps for a huge letdown...
with women from now on im going in with wreckless abandonment, who cares if i get rejected, at least i tried and it will be their loss...however, another thing i am gonna stop doing is trying so damn hard, if something starts to seem fucked up or sumthin, ill be quicker to end it, or ill just let things go their course...all trying does is make me seem desperate, and in no way am i desperate enuf to go thru the hassle of dealing with a girl who aint givin me my works worth...
newho, yea so be my life, lotsa work, and contemplation...hahaha wish me luck yall
newho, latest on the girl front...still not much...howeva, my sister started naming some girls who she knows personally at larosas who have said that im hot, and just so happens that one of those girls (rachel canter for those of you who might know her) is the girl that is the finest girl there...she is single, dont know how, but yea, she is single so im thinking next time i see her, ill ask her to do sumthin)...prob is she goes to OSU, dont know exactly how it would work or if it even would, but hey i figure life is too short to back out of things for stupid reasons (who knows it could be a few week fling, may continue while shes at skool, dunno)...screw a fear of rejection or nething like that...who knows, if i ask, we might do sumthin, hit it off, and i might actually get sumthin out of it...even so, hopes arent getting up cuz that only helps for a huge letdown...
with women from now on im going in with wreckless abandonment, who cares if i get rejected, at least i tried and it will be their loss...however, another thing i am gonna stop doing is trying so damn hard, if something starts to seem fucked up or sumthin, ill be quicker to end it, or ill just let things go their course...all trying does is make me seem desperate, and in no way am i desperate enuf to go thru the hassle of dealing with a girl who aint givin me my works worth...
newho, yea so be my life, lotsa work, and contemplation...hahaha wish me luck yall