stalking old friends on facebook, looking at pictures

[msrubyvixen]

The first girl I ever kissed, the girl I went to freshman orientation in high school with in our matching collars and black nail polish, band t-shirts and too much makeup, is married to some random shaved head air-force dude. They've both found Jesus. It's terrifying. It's not that marrying some random dude or finding Jesus is that terrifying, it's

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big hugs to you

[ted_e_lthrgirl]

i wish i could say all of the flowery shit to pacify etc. but the reality is, this is all there is, and it is only what you make of it. The kid who made due with the tupperware lids on the kitchen floor and was content, well how about the kid with the $450 lego set, and he was not content. This is our life, we get what we get, and then we die. How was that?

Actually it is a journey and the journey begins when we say it has begun. I often felt that it was just a holding place till something better comes along. But this year, 2009 has helped me to understand a lot more. Our happiness is fleeting. It is the relationships and memories we make with people that are meaningful. I am so looking forward to many more memories with you beautiful woman. There is beauty all around us, happiness is there too. Do what you want to do, and live how you want to live and that truth will set you free on your path.
I really hope this did not make much sense so we can discuss it at length over the drinks of choice etc.
warm squishy hugs to you.

Re: big hugs to you

[msrubyvixen]

awww, thank you for the warm squishy hugs. I'm so glad that our paths have crossed...I'm working on devising a new plan that will hopefully bring me closer to having time to work on art, and things I really want to do...so who knows, I guess what 2009 has taught me so far is to expect the unexpected, and like you said, to appreciate the times that we do get to have with people we love.
Thank you.