Ritalin: Day 6
...ever been afraid of a cup of coffee?
At this point, I feel like I've had ten. This isn't even remotely working. I'm shaky, jittery, and have this overwheming impulse to run a marathon. My organizational skills, such as they were, are now completely shot. It's extremely uncomfortable. I'm appealing the formularium; in the interim, it turns out that I do have a perscription for Strattera can be filled out and can give me 60 days of grace. If all else fails, it's $100 a month for the good drugs. Is it worth it? I don't know. I'm just desperate to get the Ritalin out of my system so I can *think* again.Maybe I'll try a bottle of that "detox" juice Arden's Garden sells for $15 a jug. Anything to get me off of this caffiene buzz than never, ever ends.
Short version: Yikes. Suck. Help.