Aug 11, 2006 00:18
You're not sure that you love me
But you're not sure enough to let me go
Baby it ain't fair
You kno you just keep me hanging round
You say you don't wanna hurt me
Don't wanna see my tears
So why are yous till standing here
Just watching me drown
And it's alright
Yeah, I'll be fine
Don't worry about this heart of mine
Just, take your love and hit the road
Cause nothing you can do or say
You're gonna break my heart anyway
So just leave the pieces when you go
Now you can drag out the heartache
Baby you can make it quick
You can get it over with and let me move on
Don't concern yourself with this mess you left for me
I can clean it up you see
Just as long as your gone
You're not making up your mind
It's killin' me
You're wasting time
I need so much more then that
~i guess i need a really really good vent cause i can't fall asleep so i might as well do something...
i dont really understand things. i can have a great life but for some reason i am not happy. yeah i got a 94 on my pcat and have a guarantee into pharmacy school. i have friends that love me, an amazing family but i keep listing the negative things:
*i seem to be easy to leave or hurt
*im not who i want to be or look the way i want to look...
and i guess this all started when i went through all of my old high school things. newspaper clippings, awards, so on and so forth, and i just kept thinking what the hell happened to me?
going back to school will be a nice change of scenery
Maybe the past
is like an anchor
holding us back.
Maybe, you have to let go
of who you were
to become who you will be