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When i look in the mirror, i see a stranger. Someone who doesn't exist but only in my fictitious attmept to create this endearing personality, but as always, continues to fail. I see a failure, not only to herself but also to others. Words cannot even begin to describe all that she's been through, not the things she'd go through. I see someone who keeps persisiting to achieve her goals in life, giving everything that she ever can, but as always, continues to fail... i hear her cry at night, i can feel her emotions flowing through my veins. i can see her pain in my eyes as tears start to flow by. I know how desperate she is. There are times, when i just wanna pick her up and hide her away from such misery. Times when I know it's all to unberable for her, to just sit around and watch as her lif unfold in front of her eyes. But i know i must leave her alone, and let her contemplate thoughts and questions poindering in her head. I know i must let her be, to live her own life, and learn from her mistakes. I know i have to watch her suffer, see her hopes crahsed and dreams broke, till I can finally be here to assure her that everything would be okay.