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[msportygrl20]

Cause I've never been the kind
to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong
meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough
to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride
Let it fall like rain, from my eyes....
tonight I wanna cry.

*i am taking this as a sign so i am giving up for the night :-\i don't think today could have gone any worse*

Used to dream of fortune, fame, love, and adventure
Used to hope
for something,
now i dream about not waking up
Thought i could be something,
now i know im nothin'
All this time i wasted knowing I would
someday fail

I just cant take
another day
I wish i could
make it go away

This is the worst
day of my life

Today i realized
Today i found
Today it came to me
Today it all
came c
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