But this time i'm alone, and i don't see those stars
well i have not really written anything in here in a while, and seeing as i would rather write in here than start reading my essay for english here goes nothing...
I have had a hard second semester. I would start complaining that i have been miserable and alone and swamped with homework sucking at track all that shit that most people talk about... but i'm doing fine. I like to think of it more as a test of what i really want to do and who my real friends are. If life didn't suck sometimes then we would really be able to enjoy the great times.
I also have been thinking alot about relationships. Not my lack of one, but how people act that are in them. From the guy in the hall that has a crush on the girl and spends all the time he can with her and can't find the right moment to tell her how he feels, to a friend getting attention from a boy with a girlfriend and being really really confused about what to do. But i realized this week that even if it is hard, even if you feel alone and someone if offering companionship, no matter how much you may need it, you can never really shut up that little voice that tells you that it is sooo wrong.
But i am really starting to miss home. I miss kelly bo and brit and just hanging out and having the excitement of the day being going to taco bell and getting the right color gum ball fall down the cool dispenser.
*So if you made it,
Just be glad that you did and stay there,
If you ever feel loved or needed,
Remember that you're one of the lucky ones,
And if it's over,
Just remember what I told you,
It was bound to happen so just...
Keep moving on,
There are no perfect endings*
i feel luck that some people care...
and right now that is all i can ask for and all that i need
I have had a hard second semester. I would start complaining that i have been miserable and alone and swamped with homework sucking at track all that shit that most people talk about... but i'm doing fine. I like to think of it more as a test of what i really want to do and who my real friends are. If life didn't suck sometimes then we would really be able to enjoy the great times.
I also have been thinking alot about relationships. Not my lack of one, but how people act that are in them. From the guy in the hall that has a crush on the girl and spends all the time he can with her and can't find the right moment to tell her how he feels, to a friend getting attention from a boy with a girlfriend and being really really confused about what to do. But i realized this week that even if it is hard, even if you feel alone and someone if offering companionship, no matter how much you may need it, you can never really shut up that little voice that tells you that it is sooo wrong.
But i am really starting to miss home. I miss kelly bo and brit and just hanging out and having the excitement of the day being going to taco bell and getting the right color gum ball fall down the cool dispenser.
*So if you made it,
Just be glad that you did and stay there,
If you ever feel loved or needed,
Remember that you're one of the lucky ones,
And if it's over,
Just remember what I told you,
It was bound to happen so just...
Keep moving on,
There are no perfect endings*
i feel luck that some people care...
and right now that is all i can ask for and all that i need